29/11/2010 1.10 A.M

Finally....I can write my Blog again....

just because 2morrow I work afternoon shift...... =P

Well....there still 1day left.....I'm going to change my job....

prepare to face the new challenge and surroundings.....

I'm just afraid that the terrible thing will happen again.....

I do really hope that....

I can enjoy my work happily......

I Dislike.....Quarrel,Insult,Disrespect during work......

All this thing can make my mood turn BAD........

BUT I REALLY HOPE.....the new surroundings can bring benefit for me.....

I just want to WORK AND EARN money.......

That All......

I HOPE that the NEW JOB can give me happiness,satisfaction.......

BUT NO disappointment...Sadness and Abomination......

IN addition....I'm sicked of changing job continuously......

I just Hope that I can get a STABLE job.....Which can let me STAY permanently......

BUT I can SURE......NOT NOW......

Maybe LATER......

Anyway.....Today I felt excited too.....I met a lot of Friends.....

I already had such a long time didn't see their face......

I felt surprised too......Because I met them unexpectedly at in front of Cinema entrance.....

I saw my PREVIOUS lover too.....

Then we greeting each other.....BUT at long distance......from my Shop to Cinema...... ==

I almost can't see their face...... =(

I intended to have a chat with them.....but unfortunately they were gone.....perhaps....They already had entered the Cinema???

BUT.....It doesn't Matter......Next Time still got chance...... :)

By the way.....I'm ready for the NEW JOB.....

I should be Persevere....... =)

28/11/2010 3.03 AM

I've nothing much to describe.....

I recently lazy to write my blog.... ==

Don't know why.....Perhaps I'm too busy with my work......

NOW....still 2 days left....then turn December to come......

I'd Do nothing special on this month.....

Just working all the times.....

When off day.....I just stay in home play PSP or Pc to pass my times.....

I seldom go out as well.....Most of my friends busy with their work.....

It is Hard to arrange the time to out......

By the way.....I change my job too....

I've leave the Mini Toons.....

All I can say is.....that shop....is NOT suitable for me.....

I'm a guy.....why I want to work in this shop???? That shop is only suitable for GIRLS......

I got learn nothing at all.....except wrapping.............

Because Last time I was out of job....and yet....I wanted to earn some money....

So I'd no choice.....I interviewed Mini Toons.....

Next Month.....

I change to GUESS.....

A very popular shop......I feel satisfy with the salary.....

Rm1800 for basic.....

But what to do??? 1800 for me.....is already considered as a satisfy amount.....

I want to save money too......Next Year....I want to get a NEW Personal Car......

I just Born in a NORMAL background Family.........Not Rich and Not Poor too..... -.-

So....I have to be independent.....use my both hand and effort to get what I want to get......

Everything just depend on Myself........

Unlike the Other peoples......

They born in a wealthy Family.....So They're NOT necessary to WORRY about their FUTURE....

Because Parents can Support them.....Everything just Depend on their Parents......

I confessed.....I do envy them......

Because they can get anything easily.....just because they're RICH enough......

Their Parents can sponsor Nice Car,Fees or Pocket money for them......

I Sigh.....but what to do??? Different people....Different Life.....Different encounter.....

I'm so admire that people who already got their own personal Car......

but Me??? Still using parent's transport........what a shame.......

I do really hope that......I got my Own Car......

So that......I can go fetch my Friend.....Meet my friend.....Go out have fun with friend......

Seriously.....If I really got my Own Car.....All the Friends will find me automatically and invite me go out too.......

NOT only that.....I can go other place to work too......because I already have my own Transport....

Hmmm........Anyway.....I very enjoy Single Life now.....

I can do anything I want......and NO restriction again.......

but I feel Lonely sometimes......Single is quite good for me......But Sometimes the Loneliness will come out.....feel like want to get a companion to accompany me.......

ALL I can say is.....MY 1st LOVE was WASTED !!!!!!

Fall in Love with a People that NOT worth to LOVE about.....

When I'm thinking back the last time things.....it will make my Blood boiled again......

from a LOVE become a HATE......

So......I'm quite annoy with my current Life now......Haizzz........ :(

Ok.....I may Stop Writting now....

I will continue my blog next time..... =D

The Reason that I Leave you away.....

I had made an excuse for her to ask for seperation......

I said truly.....

I had left you.....Because.....

NOT

I had another girl that I admire......

NOT

I had no time to accompany you......

NOT

I had lost my feeling on you......

I can say that.....YOU really gave me disappointment and Depression.....

The 1st time.....When we became Couple.....that time....I really going to lose my Head !!!!

She's always provoke me by saying some offensive words to me......

After that.....She never CARES about my feeling.....She just said what she wanted.....NOT I easy to get angry.....but I can't accepted the way you talking......

Examples : when I was working...I sms her....told her that I working ...remember to drink and take good care of yourself....I can Swear that my message was FULL OF CARE AND PASSION....

BUT.....she just replied me with " please don't pretend to be polite...OK ??? "

Gosh.....What the hell is this???? I showed my CARE to her....but what I get ????? NOT only this....there still a lot of same incidents like this.....

OK......NEXT......Just as I said....she got a BAD temper......I always endured her bad temper.....when she in a bad mood.....she showed aloof and ignored me....Fine....Skip this.....

Sometimes....when we were talking....I mentioned about her bad attitude.....( I said politely and softly...NOT SCOLD ) She started to angry again....and Ignored me.....

What is that???? Is that any FAULT that I had made??? I said it because I just Hope that you can change.....sometimes She criticizes me too.....But I didn't angry....at least I can know my mistakes......

She never respects me.....when I called her....she like to cut off my call anytimes.....I felt like no being respected......If want to cut off my call....never mind....At Least....wait we have finished our conversation 1st......

Anyway.....I choose to leave you....maybe it will give you a lesson......

that is.....

PLEASE APPRECIATE THE PEOPLE....WHO LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU..........

DON'T MAKE THEM GIVE UP OF YOU.....YOU JUST FEEL REGRET......

THAT IS TOO LATE......