我再也不需要你们这些朋友.....

说真的....

我现在终于体会到了....

以前毕业之前...大家还是那些有说有笑的酒肉朋友.....

甚至知己.....

毕业了....

如今大家已经各有各的路要走...忙碌的工作让大家见面的时间逐渐减少....

不过有些朋友在新工作环境上认识了新朋友....新朋友一旦接触了....

旧朋友也渐渐给忘了.....

然后...要约出来见个面....借口就一大堆....还不是为了新朋友.....

另外...有的就有了女朋友...结果...大部分的时间在陪女友...

要见面都难....

我终于了解了.....

人就是这样喜新厌旧....

认识了新朋友....旧的朋友就慢慢给遗忘.....

虽然是有联络....不过....你们以前的热情...去了哪里???

说个话...好敷衍.....干脆盖我电话算了吧......

我承认...我在工作上也认识了新朋友.....

不过我的心依旧还在以前的伙伴那边....

有时他们约我出去....我都拒绝....我反而用我有的时间去陪大家.....

我做到了这点....你们呢？

对...我可以谅解你们...工作忙....难见面也无所谓....

不过...我打个电话....约你们出去....

你们的回应:

"哦，不要，我不得空，可以改天吗，可以叫别人吗？"

一次又一次.....

我也厌倦了这些...做了费力不讨好的事......

不过...有些朋友还算不赖....

起码还记得我...还约我出去....

常常出去聊天....起码能维持我们的友情.....

不过....我也相信...他们的陪伴也不能长久...因为他们还有他们的路要走....

没关系...只要有联络就行了.....

有些就不一样.....对这些朋友彻底失望.....

总是依赖着新朋友....我懂他们能满足你们的需要.....

所以...你们不再需要这些旧朋友了....因为他们能给你的...我们给不到对吗？

我绝对没说错....

以前朋友就说.....没有爱情时..靠友情....

失恋或有心事的时候...找朋友聊一整天....

那是以前没有爱情时...我们对友情的依赖....

不过....现在如果给我选择的话....

我选择爱情....起码..有伴侣可以陪伴....

失落的时候...可以得到精神上的支持...并给予安慰....

双方互相配合...交换意见，互相体谅....那不是很好吗？

得空的时候....来个两人世界也挺好的....使双方的感情更融洽.....

我等待着爱情的到来...我现在需要了...真的很渴望~

要靠你们这些朋友??? 免了吧......

反正我也开始对你们麻木了....

算了吧....

我一直都处于单身....从来就没有过初恋 ==

也好....起码我的"全部" 都还在..... 哈哈....

也蛮值得的....哈哈....

今年我的生肖和星座运程....都说今年桃花旺盛..... O.O

希望是真的吧~~~

我一直在等待着....爱情的出现....

我会耐心地等待....希望我的耐心可以得到回报~~~

至于那些"朋友" ....我看你们继续你们的新生活吧......

祝你们好运.....我们就井水不犯河水.....

当然....我还会继续跟我的好友维持友好的关系...

希望我们兄弟一条心....永不放弃.....

我很珍惜你们....不管多忙碌都好....我一定会与你们保持联络.... =)

谢谢你们.... O(^o^)O

等待着我的真命天女出现....... ><

等待中.....

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~狮子座~

*~~RAymond~~~*

HAppy belated Chinese NEw YEar

HAppy belated Chinese new year to everyone....

I'm busy with current things...

So...I haven't much time to write my blog....

By the way...HAppy chinese new to everyone....

Get more ang pau oo.... ^^

What in my mind

What's in my mind???
What I'm thinking about now???




A lot of things appear in my mind suddenly....
I'm thinking about money,relation,future,work,freedom,driving test......
These things really bewilder me.....



~Money~
I talk about money 1st....
I have a lot of things want to buy recently for chinese new year one...
especially clothes.....I had bought some already last time....
but I feel dissatisfied with those new year clothes...
because those clothes are not the pattern that I'm fond of.....

NEXT....I want buy a new handphone....
I already find out the phone's model that I'm looking for.....
That is Sony C510...
It is just a possibility....who know the things in the future????
But I'm sure that I will plan to buy a new phone after Chinese new year

Then the next one....a very ridiculous Idea....
that is I'm planning to buy a Car.....That Car is Mazda Rx-7 FD 3s ~MY DREAM CAR~
Maybe everyone will insult or pour cold water on me...
Impossible right???? This is an answer everyone sure reply to me.....
I know my ability.....I know what I'm thinking about....I'm serious and realistic....
If cannot buy.....I will give up of it,although it is just a fantasy....



*Relation*
I'm single most of times......never in relationship before.....even my first kiss...hahaha....
I just hope that I can get a mate in this year if possible......
I can endure the lonely life....I really hope that someone can accompany me....
Even when I'm sad,depress,moody.......
who will be my mate??? I have to wait patiently.....please don't too long ok???? ==




@Future@
I'm deciding what I'm going to do after the SPM result comes out.....study either work
depends on my SPM result.....If I'm pleased with the result maybe I will study.....
IF not....I will choose working....NO Choice....this only the selection that I have to make....
But....I hope that I won't get a terrible result in SPM




>>Work<<
I'm not so satisfy with current work....because of the hair restriction.....
PLEASE....I work for you...can you please respect my freedom???Your company surely not bankrupt one....if with my that fashion hair....I plan to keep my hair long since I was graduated...
But NOW....I face the same problem pula......== please....Fashion is not a crime.....it will not influence the business....it is not against the law!!!! I know my hair's look...If Ugly,I CUT....OK??? In addition....Most of the Companies and shops never have hair restriction one...Like EON Bank,digi,maxis center,shopping center.......




~**Freedom**~
My freedom is become more and more less.....because of working life....
Just 1 day off only....what can I do????
Not only me....even my friends.....they busy with their own works now....that why our relationship is become aloof now....now our relationship is just like an unstable wall.....first,it is a stable and hard wall....but now....the wall is become old and cracked.....that my description....
We seldom contact each other now....but I still in contact with some buddies only......




[]_Driving Test_[]
I wonder when I'm going to take my driving test now....Most of my friends have their own licence now.....JUST Only me.....I feel fully regret because I keep on delaying last year....NOW??? They can go out with their own car now.....I just open my eye and watch them...Hey!!! This feeling not good...is just like jealous.....So,I want to take it quickly....If I have pass my test successfully...I will feel excited....although I don't have my own car now....

BUT...
I STILL HAVE A LICENCE IN MY HAND.......











This is what I'm thinking about.........

I SAW HER

I already had such a long time that didn't update my blog.....

because of working life.....

I busy with my current work....perhaps I only can update my blog twice a month....

just depends on situation.....

Today.....I worked in Giant as usual.....the customers are less during weekends.....

Gosh...I just sat at my stall and played facebook.....

While I was playing.....suddenly....I felt that someone had walked towards me.....

I just ignored it at first.....but I was too curious to know who was that....

So I turned my head and took a look.....

I was astonished when I saw her.....

It was her....

Her name was Sharon....

She really changed a lot....she still the same....as pretty as last time......

I was totally fascinated by her beautiful look......

In addition....I wonder why my heart will beat heavily when I saw her.....

We looked at each other.....

I really hoped that...Time can stop at that moment....so that I can see her as long as I wished....

Too bad....the moment was short.....She walked away finally.....although I turned back my head after she had walked away....

But my heart had a sudden pain at that time....what a peculiar feeling.....

I confessed....I fell for her before....since I was form 4.......

I had try to know about her.....but Failed....

we only had chatted 1 time....that was in Msn.....

She so quiet....maybe she not a talkative person.....I was blur at that time.....don't know that

what should I chatted with her since she was not a talkative person....

She answer what I asked....

but She never asked me back.....

it looked like perfunctory.....

Everyday I saw her at school.....I like to watch her furtively.....

because I was a shy boy -.-

Damn....I was coward at that time.....I no dare to talk with her....

I was afraid that She will ignore me.......

STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT.....I'm sicked of it......

I will feel regret for what I had done.....

IF that time I plucked up my courage to talk with her.....

Perhaps....

We can be a friend even Lover....

It just a possibility.....never try,never know.....

*****NOW....WE still a stranger.....*******

we just can look at each other......

WHY?? Because of my silly behaviour......

PLEASE FORGIVE A COWARD LIKE ME.....SORRY

Working at Giant.....^^

~~The pictures of working in Giant~~

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Haha....I was as happy as a sandboy...because I worked in Giant (Bkt Tinggi) finally....

it was a joy for me....of course...the time passed very quickly when worked at Giant in addition I still can play facebook while working.....but I only can play when no had any customers came......OH YA.....one more thing.....Giant got belles to see sometimes.... I can see as long as I like....I LOVE IT...... :P

Although Giant had a lot of Malay guys......some of them were "Ah Gua" I had encountered such an incident last time.....a "Ah Gua" came my stall and asked the price about celcom broadband....he said the price too expensive after I told him the price....after that he coqueted with me.....OH MY GOD.....he really made my hair stood on end....It really turned my stomach....==|||

Thank goodness....my supervisor Pauline (girl) came and saved me.....she just refused to give discount and the "Ah Gua" gone away eventually......

My another supervisor was Pauline (girl) I can confirm....she was a best supervisor that I had ever saw....she never scolded me...she helped me get customers too so that I can get more commission...not only that she was a friendly and caring person and she gave me her mobile phone for working used so that I can save my phone's credit but that phone was only used for working ....I did hope that I can work with her permanently.....such a supervisor where to find??? Thanks 4 helping me a lot...Pauline.....^^ unlike Ken (1st supervisor) ==

By the way...today I really fascinated by a girl.....her stall was just beside me...she also a staff....I thought she worked as a promoter...maybe.....

Actually I noticed her since I saw her.....but I didn't saw her face clearly.....today I saw her face finally....she quite pretty....Not only that...all her friends also pretty....her friends worked together with her....OH MY GOD.....their fascination was too great for me to endure.....Leng Lui.....><

Today.....she came my stall...she asked me whether can help her photocopied her I.C or not....Of course...I had promised her....then I helped her....I was so overjoyed and talked with her while waiting for the machine photocopying....their friends also pretty too....I can't believed that I can feel great affection towards her suddenly....after the photocopied was done....she thanked to me and gone.....

When She gone away....I felt a great pain in my heart...I keep blaming myself...Why I don't talked long with her....I was so regret that time.....After that I was in a bad mood...I totally become glumly and no mood to work.....

Suddenly....she came again....she talked with me le....then I grabbed the chance to talk with her....but I FORGOT TO DO A THING........I want her number T^T....

Why I was so forgetful????? I hated myself that time....I such a coward....!!!!!!

my chance had gone away.....I hope that I still had chance next time BUT the possibility is 10% ......== perhaps....It was a cat in hell chance.....

Zzzz.....I was thinking about when my love will appear???? next year??? 3 month??? or I destined to be single all the times.....==

I hope that I can get a Gf as soon as possible....but when???? my patience was limited....please God....don't let me wait and test my patience....I was sicked of it....

Since....I was working...I had no times at all....I just only one day off....but what can I do in a day??? so it is difficult to find a girl friend currently.....

OK.....anyway....

I'm adapted to the Giant's environment now....I can do sales now....but not all...at least I know the basic....I hope that I can get a satisfactory salary in this month.....one more thing....I want improve my speaking skill if possible.....because I realise that I will stammer sometimes when a customer asks me an unexpected question....==

Lastly....I hope that I can become better when working.....improve my speaking skill too so that can attract a customer easily.......ONE MORE THING.....I'M LOOKING 4 LOVE.....god bless me........><

Working Life

I already have such a long time that didn't write blog.....

Well....please forgive my laziness and yet I was busy with my current work....

Now I work in Celcom center at Bukit Tinggi.....

Initially....I felt scary and shy as I worked at there.....because I was unfamiliar with everything even the staffs at there......

After a few days.....they had became acquaintance with me.....

but only one guy....that I still afraid of....that is supervisor who name was Ken....

At first....He said that don't be afraid when working with him.....he said that I can talk loudly with him like his best friend......Well...I did as his said.....I talked with him loudly...in the end I was get into a habit...sometimes I even played with him and made fun of him....

But after a few days......He complained me that I was too noisy and said that my remarks could offend peoples easily......he willing me to keep quiet and did not made any noise....

Hey!!!! Excuse me......At first....he said that I'm too quiet....he wanted me talked as much as I like...HE SAID THAT!!!! but NOW???? He said me Noisy pula......What the Fuck are you talking about?????

In addition.....I realised that some of the workers also detested about him....some of them said that he was full of himself....even stingy.....I'd not Idea....because I was new at there...

Say truly.....A lot of pressures were crushed on me each times I saw his face......he's totally a nuisance.....He's really a Jekyll and Hyde

From Now.....I will not talk with him any more....He really getting on my nerve.....If he talks with me, I will perfunctory and not care for what his abominable mouth talking about.....

By the way.....I had learnt something new about broadband's package through the daily work...I will try my best to sell more broadband....so that I can get more commission.....The more I sell the more I get......

Hmm.....I think that all I want to write....I know is quite dull but that really I want to write.....

I will continue my story when I'm free....I will never make my blog blank......

TO BE CONTINUE.......

Realising my Mistake

Everyone is not a prefect person....
because they have their own mistakes....
Some of them have just concealed their mistakes...
but most of them have expressed it at unsuitable time....
In the end...they have caused abomination from the others.......

I confessed....I'm a imperfect person....I also have my own mistakes..
I found it very terrible....
All my friends say that to me.....I feel that they are right...
I have the right to make chooices....If what they say is right....I will listen to them....
although some of their remarks are quite offensive....I try to listen to them....
Then I will make a wise decision....

By the way.....I want altered my some bad attitude
especially Stingyness
I can understand why they dislike my attitude.....
sorry for the wrong things that I had done....Friends
Anyway.....I swear.....

I WILL CHANGE IT.....trust me.....Friends