YOU,the girl who really caught my eye

Well....is time to write english in this Title....

Previously I wrote my blog in mandarin language.....

now I have to change my writing style.....xD

USE ENgLIsh...........haha~

Let's back to the topic.............

I think I want to talk about "her" again.....

she really cause a great fascination for me.....A sudden fascination.... o.O

Yesterday.....it was a nice Saturday to me.....

I worked in Giant (sucks place) as usual,and there's nothing special............. ==

I just Keep Pulling customers,had a fun with friends.....

hahaha.....I mostly did it to pass my boring time.....

BUT....If I got nothing to do....

I would think of her again....

My mind was full of her image......@@

I don't know that why I suddenly missed her so much????

OH my gOd.......I thought I really kena her "Poison" already......

Keep thinking of her............. :$

After few hours,my friend and me suddenly felt like want to take a walk in Giant.....

Then we went inside Giant to have our walk......

As we were having our funny Gossip.....

SUDDENLY......

I saw a girl...........

her's back looked very familiar...........

Not only that.........

Even her hair style,face and height...........

That Girl really Caught my eye.....

After that I decided to have a careful observation......

I kept following that Girl........

The Girl suddenly turned her head......

OH MY GOD!!!!!

Am I Dreaming???? Or I was Blind at that time????

I cant believe that What I had looked at.....

That was HER!!!!

The Girl that I fall for.....

The Girl that I thinking about when I was working......

The Girl that obsessed me.....

When I saw her....I was like a cat on hot bricks......

I became very nervous and delighted...

Then I walked towards her.....

She didn't noticed me that I was following her.....

Then.....I walked in front of her and greeted with her..........

We looked at each other.......she smiled with me........

OH MY.....

How Sweet she smiled.........

I was totally fascinated by her sweet smile..........

IT WAS a happiness that I had ever get......

We just had a short talk......after that I gone away.....

Because my friend wanted to buy something needed.....

After he bought his things.....

I demanded him....I want to have a walk again.....

Because I wanted to see her pretty face again...... ^w^

But unfortunately...........She was gone..... T.T

She already went back......

How disappointed I felt......

It just like a glass fall down and broke into pieces.....

But.....how Coincident it was......

She appeared in front of me unexpectedly....When I was Thinking about her......

I very HAPPY......

Felt like wanted to fly to the heaven.............hahahaha...........

BUT SHE told me that.....That time she just wanted to take dinner with her family....

SO....She came to Giant for awhile........

She might not come again.....because She doesn't like the place......

SAD...... :'(

Anyway......Saturday was a happiest day for me......

Because that the first time I saw you came in my work place..........

It was really unforgettable......

Thanks to you.........

THE Girl......

who caught my eye at that time..... <3

我心中的那个"她"

从以前到现在....我都没有过初恋
每当我跟已久没见面的朋友碰面时.....

他们都会问: "嘿 Raymond!!!!这么久没见面了....有女朋友了吗??"
我的反应当然是摇头啦.....顺便说到: "我都没有时间，车子之类的...怎样会有??? "

之前我就是一直做工...要找一个都难啦~~~

不过....我最近开始对一个人有了好感....
我跟她的接触机会虽然不多......
但...我很开心，能跟她说到话....看着她的样子...真的很开心....

她现在还读着初中三.....
而我....却一直做工.....
所以....很明显，我们根本就是很少有碰面的机会.....
我们唯有传简讯来互相联络.....

过了一段时间....
我对她日久生情....可能是感觉来了吧???
每当我一空闲....我就会传简讯给她....
哪怕是问候，寄语，笑话......短短的一封简讯....
只要她收到，看到就好.....
当然....我也不会每一天传简讯给她......
恐怕打扰到对方，让对方反感就不好了.....


终于有一天....我们见面了....
那一天是星期二.....是她朋友的生日，我也有去.....
我那时看到她的时候....心中会有那种莫名的害羞的感觉
以前看到她的时候....还不会....现在??? 恐怕会了...
我们刚开始没有说到话......我那时也瞒害羞的....
全部朋友都在....我唯有找机会咯....

过后....我们终于说话了....
不过还瞒少的.....
我虽然外表上很爽快，有话就讲.....不过我还有点害羞的说~~ :$


那时我们在SUNWAY了....
她和她的朋友要去溜冰...
过后我便和Jack,康去走街买东西了......
他们不想溜，因为他们怕出丑，闷....所以没去了.....

可是我.....
真的好想好想去......我曾经跟她说过....要一起溜的....
难道我要反悔???我真的做不到.....
我心里有种忐忑不安的感觉....
最后....我唯有一直跟Jack 和康说去溜冰
难得大家都在一起了，都出来见面了....以后要的话??恐怕会很难有这个机会吧....
人生一次的经验，为何不去尝试呢???
我用这句话来说服他们了.....最后他们真的去了....好开心 :D


在溜冰场....
真的有够好玩....还闹出不少笑话.....
大家都玩得很开心啊.....
至少大家终于都有机会跟对方聊天了.....

好过一开始的时候.....
大家看到对方的时候.....静静，不说话，害羞.......因为都还不认识啊~~

可是在溜冰场....
大家都说话了......也玩得开心啊....
不过.....我这个麻瓜....
真的不会溜.....一直慌，又跌到........ ==

不过我总是在她面前出丑......
其实我每次溜的时候.....一定都会故意经过她那边....
目的是想看她.....
只是很不幸的....看她的时候.....我就突然间东摇西摇~~
有时还跌到....
不过....我看到她都在笑我....看到她笑，我也开心......
我算是故意在她面前出丑吧？？明知道自己不会溜，还要故意经过人家面前出丑......

不过....只要她开心就好.....
我真的很怀念溜冰场的那个时刻......我真的不想那么快就结束......

只是回去的时候.....我竟然没有跟她告别.....我多蠢啊!!!!
我真的是有够蠢到......



星期三的时候....
我突然跟她告白了.....其实结果我早就预料到了.....
其实....我不打算这么快说的.....我想等我们关系熟了....再说....
不过....谁懂我们关系几时才会变好???两个月后??? 五个月后???
恐怕那时她有了心上人吧.......
如果我不说....我就错过了这个机会..........
我其实并不急.....我可以等以后再说的.....我怕我迟了一步，然后才后悔......

我以前就是这样....喜欢一个人，不敢说.....就一直拖....
到最后人家有了心上人.....自己在暗中自责......谁的错???



机会可以走过，经过，就是不可以错过!!!!!!!!



我就跟她告白了.....
她没接受.....或许....我们关系还不是很好....
也对....她怎么敢接受一个关系还不是很好的人呢????
毕竟她现在对爱情有点绝望.....

不过....不管结果是什么...
我都会尊重她的意见.....我不会强人所难.....
我明白她的意思....

我现在会尽量把关系搞好.....
雁,请原谅我....

真的对不起....
请原谅我突然的告白....

我真的有点尴尬....
不懂下次的时候怎样面对你......
惨了.....我好像把事情搞砸了....
我也把你弄到这么尴尬了....真的很对不起.....
如果我没有告白.....就不会有这样的事发生了.....
请你原谅..... :(


我现在还是很喜欢你....
我心中的那个"她"
就是你了....... 雁



我们现在还是朋友吧？？所以.....我会尽量的.....
我也不晓得.....我们几时还会再见面~

没关系....感情是要慢慢培养的....
我不急....我可以等......



谢谢你了.....
我心中的那个“她” ^^

’‘’无言啊‘’‘

哇靠!!!! 前几天去考undang....因为最近做工没时间读...

所以...临时抱佛脚..... ==

那时我跟JAck一起去考~~~

我们两个都很紧张....当我们进去考的时候.....真的有够紧张....

不过我跟JACk一直在讲话而已.....==

到最后...做完了....

JAck第一个得到结果....他对38题....差几题就及格了....

到我的时候.....我硬着头皮去按揭晓成绩....

结果...

....

..

.

YEAH!!!!!!!

我刚刚好及格!!!!! 我好高兴哦!!!!!!

不过....

JACK叫我仔细的再看清楚......

原来....

才33题而已.....比JACk更差!!!!!!!

我整个人.....

"SIENZ"掉!!!!!!!!!!

哇靠.....又要花RM40再去考过了....真的很后悔当初不早去考.... T.T

看来....我又要再读过了.....

我真的很失败.....朋友们都有了护照....就连我的学弟，学妹们.....都有了!!!!!!

那我呢？？？永远输给人家咯.......

我真的很想快点出辆车....我多么的渴望不再依赖朋友，家人的交通了.....

有了自己的交通....多好啊!!!!!

要去多久，就多久.....要去多远，就多远......

而且....朋友出门的时候，还可以载他们去玩.....真痛快......

再说啊...要找女朋友也容易了.......

所以....拜托了....老天爷.....

我希望第二次考undang的时候....

不要再不及格了......

很讨厌那种不及格的感觉........

天助我也!!!!!!! 阿弥陀佛........@@

I hate her....
I do really hate her....

I don't know why I have such a mother like this....
Like to make big fuss out of a molehill....

We had a terrible quarrel in this morning....
Who began it???
Indeed was her!!!!

At first....she asked me to go to grandma house to pay respect for ancestors
I refused to go due to insufficient of times....
I'm afraid that I would reach my work place late.....
But she kept asking me to go for awhile.....
After that...I kept refusing to go...I just told her directly I called my friend to fetch me go to work place.....
Then....She get angry,started to scold me.....And Yet,She threw my things to break.....
WTF!!!!!
I just said called my friend to fetch me go!!!!! Is it anything wrong????

Yea.....Such a small case!!!! she can make it into a big fuss!!!!!
NOW....whose fault is????

If she just scolded me.....Ok,I don't mind.....but She threw my things that I like so much!!!!!
It reall get on my nerve.....

I wont forgive her...
Such a mother........U should have ur brain examined......







PLEASE!!!! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL......

Should I give up of my current JOB??

Yeaa....I get a free time to write my blog finally.....
I already have such a long time that don't update my blog.....

Well....let's back to the topic....
I already worked in SMARTLINK for 4 months....I had learned a lot of things in there...
but sometimes....somethings unpleasant would happen in anytime.....
for an example....the carp between supervisor and staffs....

In addition.....I'm sicked of the long working hours....10am to 10pm....
is 12 hours per day....is it long enough??? don't you guys agree???
I have to work 12 hours per day without extra pay....normally if we've worked more than 8 hours...it is considered to give extra pay right???
But my job don't has this welfare....
And yet.....where is my EPF and Socso??? I already worked for 3 months....still want see my performance again??? Oh ya....how about my salary??? still RM800???
only want plus together with commission....my salary will become 1k++

the other jobs better than my current jobs....some jobs have a nice welfare for worker....let's say...If a new worker comes for job and works for full time....their boss will help them to apply EPF and Socso directly....not need to wait and see their performance.....

Monthly only RM800.....but don't count with the commission 1st...because the salary and commission are pay in different days....Mostly is Salary comes 1st...

OK....what can I do with RM800???
give my mum RM280

Rm520 left....
Oh ya...how about the foods??? it is impossible I work all the times without eat anthings right??? RM100 for my monthly meals (it is already considered thrifty)....

RM 420 left....
how about the entertaiment??? At least I got go out 4 entertaiment once a month....
I spend RM150 normally for my entertaiment....

Rm270 left....
Perhaps I will buy somethings necessary in my life??? For an example....reload cards,medicine,wax,hair spray,face cleaning wash and etc....RM100 I will spend out because I not only buy that,I would buy other things too...

RM170 left......
I will take out RM100 to keep in my Bank's account to increase the amount.....It is a must....because I would use the money in my bank's account one day.....maybe want buy the cars,house or else.....

RM70 left.....
I only have RM70 to keep inside my pocket.....
Do you guys think Rm70 is enough for life??? =\


I DON'T THINK SO.....

So I will stay in SMARTLINK for 1 more months......
If the salary never rise....still RM800....and The EPF and Socso haven't apply for me.....


I QUIT....
That's My Plan....



Should I give up of my current job???


I WILL SAY:
"YES,IF THE JOB STILL CANNOT SATISFY MY NEED"

模糊的未来....

【【我的SPM烂成绩】】

最近真的很忙啊...我已经有一个月多的时间没有更新部落格了.....

我的生活就是离不开工作.....

每天早起...就去工作.....回来的时候都差不多很晚了....

所以有点抱歉....总是没有时间去更新Blog.....

好了...现在说正题.....

就如你们所看到的......上面那个图片就是我SPM的成绩.....真的是够烂的咯~~~~

不过说真的啦....我会拿到这样的成绩真的是出乎预料了....我最起码还有一个A

那就是我的强项....英文咯.....

我总算没有亏待自己和老师.....我很感谢我的英文补习老师.....因为她的教导...我的英文才有这么好的成绩.......谢谢 ^w^

不过话说回来....

成绩都出了....我到底要怎样接下去我的人生啊~~~~

要继续工作???还是读书？？？

惨了这次......以前成绩还没出的时候.....我就一直拖时间....总是说:"哎呀...成绩出了再打算啦....看怎样先咯"

如今...成绩真的出了...而且成绩算是差强人意的.....可以去读大学.....

我现在的头脑真的很凌乱....到底要怎样办好???? 啊....

做工...难道做一世人吗？？？而且都是一样的工吗？？？

我完蛋了啦.....如果说读书的话.....那要找哪一间college???

成绩一出了....烦恼和压力也随着过来.....

那我到底要怎样？？？ 读书？？？还是工作???

啊.........这次惨了.....@@

我现在脑袋一片空白.....

我到底要怎样？？我要怎样做个决定???

到现在....看似简单的一个问题.....

我到现在也给不到答案....

看来......

我就这样被击倒了吗？？？

真的想不到办法吗？？？

人生这条路.....真的很不容易走......

我现在.....

仍然还停在一个十字路口中......

不懂要朝哪个方向去.....

到底哪一条路.....

才是我真正要走的路？？？

一旦选择了其中一条路......就永远没得回头了......

我再也不需要你们这些朋友.....

说真的....

我现在终于体会到了....

以前毕业之前...大家还是那些有说有笑的酒肉朋友.....

甚至知己.....

毕业了....

如今大家已经各有各的路要走...忙碌的工作让大家见面的时间逐渐减少....

不过有些朋友在新工作环境上认识了新朋友....新朋友一旦接触了....

旧朋友也渐渐给忘了.....

然后...要约出来见个面....借口就一大堆....还不是为了新朋友.....

另外...有的就有了女朋友...结果...大部分的时间在陪女友...

要见面都难....

我终于了解了.....

人就是这样喜新厌旧....

认识了新朋友....旧的朋友就慢慢给遗忘.....

虽然是有联络....不过....你们以前的热情...去了哪里???

说个话...好敷衍.....干脆盖我电话算了吧......

我承认...我在工作上也认识了新朋友.....

不过我的心依旧还在以前的伙伴那边....

有时他们约我出去....我都拒绝....我反而用我有的时间去陪大家.....

我做到了这点....你们呢？

对...我可以谅解你们...工作忙....难见面也无所谓....

不过...我打个电话....约你们出去....

你们的回应:

"哦，不要，我不得空，可以改天吗，可以叫别人吗？"

一次又一次.....

我也厌倦了这些...做了费力不讨好的事......

不过...有些朋友还算不赖....

起码还记得我...还约我出去....

常常出去聊天....起码能维持我们的友情.....

不过....我也相信...他们的陪伴也不能长久...因为他们还有他们的路要走....

没关系...只要有联络就行了.....

有些就不一样.....对这些朋友彻底失望.....

总是依赖着新朋友....我懂他们能满足你们的需要.....

所以...你们不再需要这些旧朋友了....因为他们能给你的...我们给不到对吗？

我绝对没说错....

以前朋友就说.....没有爱情时..靠友情....

失恋或有心事的时候...找朋友聊一整天....

那是以前没有爱情时...我们对友情的依赖....

不过....现在如果给我选择的话....

我选择爱情....起码..有伴侣可以陪伴....

失落的时候...可以得到精神上的支持...并给予安慰....

双方互相配合...交换意见，互相体谅....那不是很好吗？

得空的时候....来个两人世界也挺好的....使双方的感情更融洽.....

我等待着爱情的到来...我现在需要了...真的很渴望~

要靠你们这些朋友??? 免了吧......

反正我也开始对你们麻木了....

算了吧....

我一直都处于单身....从来就没有过初恋 ==

也好....起码我的"全部" 都还在..... 哈哈....

也蛮值得的....哈哈....

今年我的生肖和星座运程....都说今年桃花旺盛..... O.O

希望是真的吧~~~

我一直在等待着....爱情的出现....

我会耐心地等待....希望我的耐心可以得到回报~~~

至于那些"朋友" ....我看你们继续你们的新生活吧......

祝你们好运.....我们就井水不犯河水.....

当然....我还会继续跟我的好友维持友好的关系...

希望我们兄弟一条心....永不放弃.....

我很珍惜你们....不管多忙碌都好....我一定会与你们保持联络.... =)

谢谢你们.... O(^o^)O

等待着我的真命天女出现....... ><

等待中.....

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