20/12/2010

Whoaa.......

From 29/11/2010 To 20/12/2010

See how long I didn't update my blog already??? @@

Hahaha.....Today I just simply write....

because I'm going to "Count the Sheep" later...... :P

Well.....Let's talk about my NEW JOB.....

At 1st.....I feel that the shop is quite Strict......But it is GOOD for me....

So that I can concentrate.....

Then.....I already know some Staffs in here.....They are quite Friendly,talkative and Affable.....

But some of the Staffs in here look so strict and strange......I didn't know them very well.....we got talk sometimes.....but all is about the work's thing......

I'm quite accustomed with the surroundings now.....

I just hope that I can Work happily in here and get the things I want as well........

Anyway.....There still 5 days left....It will be Christmas day..... =)

hohoho......

Merry X'mas to you guys...... :D

Everyone go Shopping and play......

BUT ME got work...... :(

Okay......I might Stop NOW......Is time to bed......

I will continue my story and gossip next time......

TAke CARE..... ♥♥♥

Good Night everyone......♥♥♥♥♥

29/11/2010 1.10 A.M

Finally....I can write my Blog again....

just because 2morrow I work afternoon shift...... =P

Well....there still 1day left.....I'm going to change my job....

prepare to face the new challenge and surroundings.....

I'm just afraid that the terrible thing will happen again.....

I do really hope that....

I can enjoy my work happily......

I Dislike.....Quarrel,Insult,Disrespect during work......

All this thing can make my mood turn BAD........

BUT I REALLY HOPE.....the new surroundings can bring benefit for me.....

I just want to WORK AND EARN money.......

That All......

I HOPE that the NEW JOB can give me happiness,satisfaction.......

BUT NO disappointment...Sadness and Abomination......

IN addition....I'm sicked of changing job continuously......

I just Hope that I can get a STABLE job.....Which can let me STAY permanently......

BUT I can SURE......NOT NOW......

Maybe LATER......

Anyway.....Today I felt excited too.....I met a lot of Friends.....

I already had such a long time didn't see their face......

I felt surprised too......Because I met them unexpectedly at in front of Cinema entrance.....

I saw my PREVIOUS lover too.....

Then we greeting each other.....BUT at long distance......from my Shop to Cinema...... ==

I almost can't see their face...... =(

I intended to have a chat with them.....but unfortunately they were gone.....perhaps....They already had entered the Cinema???

BUT.....It doesn't Matter......Next Time still got chance...... :)

By the way.....I'm ready for the NEW JOB.....

I should be Persevere....... =)

28/11/2010 3.03 AM

I've nothing much to describe.....

I recently lazy to write my blog.... ==

Don't know why.....Perhaps I'm too busy with my work......

NOW....still 2 days left....then turn December to come......

I'd Do nothing special on this month.....

Just working all the times.....

When off day.....I just stay in home play PSP or Pc to pass my times.....

I seldom go out as well.....Most of my friends busy with their work.....

It is Hard to arrange the time to out......

By the way.....I change my job too....

I've leave the Mini Toons.....

All I can say is.....that shop....is NOT suitable for me.....

I'm a guy.....why I want to work in this shop???? That shop is only suitable for GIRLS......

I got learn nothing at all.....except wrapping.............

Because Last time I was out of job....and yet....I wanted to earn some money....

So I'd no choice.....I interviewed Mini Toons.....

Next Month.....

I change to GUESS.....

A very popular shop......I feel satisfy with the salary.....

Rm1800 for basic.....

But what to do??? 1800 for me.....is already considered as a satisfy amount.....

I want to save money too......Next Year....I want to get a NEW Personal Car......

I just Born in a NORMAL background Family.........Not Rich and Not Poor too..... -.-

So....I have to be independent.....use my both hand and effort to get what I want to get......

Everything just depend on Myself........

Unlike the Other peoples......

They born in a wealthy Family.....So They're NOT necessary to WORRY about their FUTURE....

Because Parents can Support them.....Everything just Depend on their Parents......

I confessed.....I do envy them......

Because they can get anything easily.....just because they're RICH enough......

Their Parents can sponsor Nice Car,Fees or Pocket money for them......

I Sigh.....but what to do??? Different people....Different Life.....Different encounter.....

I'm so admire that people who already got their own personal Car......

but Me??? Still using parent's transport........what a shame.......

I do really hope that......I got my Own Car......

So that......I can go fetch my Friend.....Meet my friend.....Go out have fun with friend......

Seriously.....If I really got my Own Car.....All the Friends will find me automatically and invite me go out too.......

NOT only that.....I can go other place to work too......because I already have my own Transport....

Hmmm........Anyway.....I very enjoy Single Life now.....

I can do anything I want......and NO restriction again.......

but I feel Lonely sometimes......Single is quite good for me......But Sometimes the Loneliness will come out.....feel like want to get a companion to accompany me.......

ALL I can say is.....MY 1st LOVE was WASTED !!!!!!

Fall in Love with a People that NOT worth to LOVE about.....

When I'm thinking back the last time things.....it will make my Blood boiled again......

from a LOVE become a HATE......

So......I'm quite annoy with my current Life now......Haizzz........ :(

Ok.....I may Stop Writting now....

I will continue my blog next time..... =D

The Reason that I Leave you away.....

I had made an excuse for her to ask for seperation......

I said truly.....

I had left you.....Because.....

NOT

I had another girl that I admire......

NOT

I had no time to accompany you......

NOT

I had lost my feeling on you......

I can say that.....YOU really gave me disappointment and Depression.....

The 1st time.....When we became Couple.....that time....I really going to lose my Head !!!!

She's always provoke me by saying some offensive words to me......

After that.....She never CARES about my feeling.....She just said what she wanted.....NOT I easy to get angry.....but I can't accepted the way you talking......

Examples : when I was working...I sms her....told her that I working ...remember to drink and take good care of yourself....I can Swear that my message was FULL OF CARE AND PASSION....

BUT.....she just replied me with " please don't pretend to be polite...OK ??? "

Gosh.....What the hell is this???? I showed my CARE to her....but what I get ????? NOT only this....there still a lot of same incidents like this.....

OK......NEXT......Just as I said....she got a BAD temper......I always endured her bad temper.....when she in a bad mood.....she showed aloof and ignored me....Fine....Skip this.....

Sometimes....when we were talking....I mentioned about her bad attitude.....( I said politely and softly...NOT SCOLD ) She started to angry again....and Ignored me.....

What is that???? Is that any FAULT that I had made??? I said it because I just Hope that you can change.....sometimes She criticizes me too.....But I didn't angry....at least I can know my mistakes......

She never respects me.....when I called her....she like to cut off my call anytimes.....I felt like no being respected......If want to cut off my call....never mind....At Least....wait we have finished our conversation 1st......

Anyway.....I choose to leave you....maybe it will give you a lesson......

that is.....

PLEASE APPRECIATE THE PEOPLE....WHO LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU..........

DON'T MAKE THEM GIVE UP OF YOU.....YOU JUST FEEL REGRET......

THAT IS TOO LATE......

Money Money Money!!!!!!!

Arrghh!!!!!!

Damn.....Recently I'm unfortunate enough.....

I was out of job for several weeks.......

I NEED MONEY....

NO MONEY....NO LIFE......

I feel despaired now.....because I not only LOSE my Job....and I failed my interview......

What the Hell is that????

It Never rain But it Pours......

I had gone to some shops to ask for vacancy.......

Some of the shops are pretty COOL....

Because they provide attractive Salary and Commission.....

BUT....

When I step into the shop and ask for job.....

They ask my age first.....

When I say I'm 18 years old......They show me a weird emotion..it seems like they are not going to choose me as their worker.....

WHY???? Is it any problem for my age???? Son of a Bitch!!!!!

They totally think that I'm young enough to work......

It really makes my blood boiled......

I MUST Say That.....

Age is NOT a problem.....Just a problem of Ability.......

Oh Gosh.....I'm so annoying about my current problems.....Out of job and insufficient of Money....

I want to solve it as soon as possible.....I don't want to waste my precious time again......

It Not Only wastes my times.....But Money too.......

GOD....May I beg for your Blessing again???

Help Me.....

I need a Better JOB........

To earn More Money............ :(

Quit and change

Finally....I had made a wise choice....

"QUIT "

I had Quit my Job Since Monday.....

There is some reason I want to quit.....

1st . Low Salary

2nd. Working time is long enough

3rd. No Freedom

I have compare this job with Other Friend......Their Salary are much better than me....

Their basic salary is high enough.....If add with the commission....That is Cool Enough.....

They can get 2k++

BUT mine???? Basic + Commission = 1k++ oOo

What kind of this god-damned salary is???

That kind of Salary is Absolutely NOT enough for me to USE.........

In addition....One of my Soul Mate....He changes a lot....I mean his mind.....He keep Thinking of money....Well...That Great....I do appreciate It.....BUT His attitude changes Too....

I never see such an Arrogant and Boasting People before.......BUT He's the one.....

Who Shows NO respect For Me.....Keep Insulting me like hell....NOT only This....He Insults my parent too....

Is it He got Thinks about my Feeling??? When He insults me????

Obviously NOT.....what he says??? Oh My God....What a childish and stupid answer.....

" I just want you to change.....You are childish....you are not mature minded....I insult you...because I want you to change.....I insult your parent "lan jiao"....Is it your parent will become " lan jiao" ??? NOT ma.....Because I hate your parent....especially your useless parent.....Your parent NOT Trust me.....So I scold her " lan jiao" " He says...

OK Guys....Make a conclusion for me.....Are you guy agree the way he advice me????

If your Friend.....scold your parent.....What will you react???? act nothing??? happy??? angry???

For sure.....I do angry.....but what he says???? He says that I'm childish minded.....get angry because of my parent being insulted......

This Lunatic know how to earn money.....yea....That Great.....

But His mind is seriously sicked, Mad and Childish.....

He always boasting....He can earn so much money.....want buy an expensive car for himself.....After that....He insult me.... "Raymond, do you can do like me??? "

Yea....I know you are awesome!!!! Can earn so much money.....But Why do you want to insult me like a dog???? You think that I got no feeling???? Are you feel happy when you insult me and my parent???

PLEASE....You always say that you are mature minded....But too bad....is still childish.....Let me Tell you.....

When You get a nice achievement......All the people around you will praise you automatically and admire you too.....

NOT You show off to others and make all the peoples admire you.......and yet....YOU GOT NOTHING TO PROOF YOURSELF......

YOU always full of yourself....boasting....and Offer NO respect to People.......

DO you know that how many times You have insult me????

It is Uncountable

Every Time I go out with you....You will find a chance to insult me.......

I have no problem with your mind.....BUT Your Attitude is a Disgrace......

REMEMBER !!!!!

Arrogant peoples will never be succeed....They are destined to fail one day.....because They Should Learn What is Humble.....

Well....

Just Skip This.....

NOW I'm searching for a suitable job.....Of course must be better than previous one.....

I need money.....

So that I can do everything I desired.......

I will fight for myself......

NOW.....

I lose confidence for one of my friend....He such an useless trash......

LAST TIME He said that he wanted to resign his job....and searched a job with me......

Then Work hard together and earn money together......

BUT He fail to do it.....He keep delaying....He always said that he want to change job.....

I heard it until NOW since 6 months ago.....He did nothing and NO action....

I feel disappointed with this Brainless and useless Trash.....

By the way......I must Do better than last time......

Fight For my future......

I need god's Blessing......

Hope I can be succeed.........

Midnight Activity....

This is My Recent Midnight Activity.....Snooker..... :D

Finally I've find an activity that can relax myself and release the stress too.....

When I've finished my job.........I will call some friends out to play snooker together....

It is pretty Fun and enjoyable.....

At Least It is Better than stay in home and Do nothing to pass my time....

After Snooker.....We guys go to the nearest Mama Stall to have some Drinks.....

We Sit at there and have our Gossip.....How Great it is....This is The Life I want.....

I'm sicked of such a bored Life Like This :

*Wake up early in the Morning

*Go To work

*Work Like a robot without cease

*Break time ( have my lunch or dinner )

* Continue to work

*Finish the Job and Get Home

*Sleep

The Next day...I will repeat the same things again just as above.....

Don't YOU guy Think....Such a Life is Boring and Meaningless???

So....I wont let it Happen in my life again....I try to Look for something that can Interest me....So that I can spend my time wisely...... =)