Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Farewell Jeth Coffee house...

Guess..what are JAck doing?? (fake)

Me and Romesh...^^

JAck and Romish....XD

ME and Romesh at bar....XD

LAst sunday it was my departure for the Jeth coffee house....
In point of fact...Jack and me left the coffee house reluctantly....we all miss all the friends in there...
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I had been worked in there for two months....initially I was a nincompoop at there...==
want everyone to teach me the things all the times,but I have to thank them for their patience to teach me....^^
I awfully thanks you all....
sometimes when our customers were few...we were shooting the breeze,non-stop talking...haha....it was so much fun...XDD Impressive ^^
They are cute enough,let me describe them one by one...
~Elwin=A supervisor in coffee shop,sometimes he is strict but a funny guy....
~Jian Wei=He is funny,talk craps with me sometimes...we always hunting for belles..
~Kai Wei=What a talkative girl,we almost have a gossip everyday...she's cute...^^
~Vivin=hmm....she looks affable but sometimes looks quietly...==
~Jack=We share our secret often when the work has finished...
~Romesh=he's a hearty person..."fall for you" that his favourite song....he almost sings it everytimes....
~Kim Yok=she has a good temper,is hard to see her get angry....XD
~Xiao Mei=She's quite talkative,but unfortunately I did not know her much because she always work at upstair....I work at downstair... =\
~Yu ying=As the other girls,she is talkative but sometime looked a bit fierce...
~Chang man=At first,she treat me like a dirt,I extermely hate her...but she treats me well in the end...scare ==
~Rash=He is extermely funny...an optimistic person,he is happy go lucky...always scold people "sohai" sometime he acts like a child.....=="
~Rohmis
=He is good...always offer me a drink...such people is hard 2 find...^^
~Xiao Qi=she looks hardworking but she quite rude and impertinent,hmm....Is true la,last time got a customer complaint about her rudeness....
~Ah Xiong=nothing to describe...he looks cool,seldom talking with me but he will become a talkative person when talking with Elwin....
~Jason=I just knew him for few day only because he was going to resign...but he's funny enough...XD
~Ah Xiang=same with jason,but he is a dota player...
All of them really gave me different impression,I awfully thank for them because they gave me a lot of joy....it will be a great memorabillia for me.....^^




Thursday, June 25, 2009

Sport 's day

Today,is sport's day....all the students go to the stadium to support their favourite team...but some of the students don't go there....perhaps they go shopping or stay in home??? some students go there are just for fun,never support their team....
how I know it??? I'm very understand what they are thinking about la....and yet I also had experienced it....It really sticj in my mind,impossible to forget it easily....
According to my friends....they say that perhaps rumah biru will be defeated completely...why??? Because seldom people takes part in the sports....and I'm also rumah biru one....I also didn't take part in the sports,because I'm good for nothing...I think that even I take part in sports,rumah biru also cannot win la....what a negative minded....==
I didn't go to stadium....just stay in home do anything I want.....I'm waiting for the good news,see whether which rumah will be a winner....I just pray that rumah biru can win....but the victory percentage is 20%
Hmm.....just depends on the ahli rumah biru la....see how hard they have tried....sorry la,pardon me such a betrayer.....XDD

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bad Day

I pass my life as usual since the holliday is over....
everyone has to return to school again....Damn!!! I hate schol life because I will get a lot of homework to do and my pressure may increase gradually...but despite how many the homeworks are...I just ignore it...I seldom care about the homework...
Today....one word to describe my today's life "WORSE" why??? Let me explain for it....
today as usual...I reach the school on time,and have a gossip with friends....when the school bell is ringing...we all go to basket ball field to gather around and ready for assembly as usual....
But,after the assembly...As often as the students are returned to their class...suddenly,the discipline teacher want to check the boy's hair...it is a bolt from the blue!!! Oh Gosh~~~
that time I like a cat on the hot bricks...I have no idea what should I do....
in the end,the discipline teacher has aimed me with an evil eye...I try to escape it,I want to dodge his evil eye...unfortunately,I failed...the bloody teacher has pull my clothes so that I cannot get away standing on my hand...Next,the teacher take out a scissors from his pocket...and the teacher gives me an evil smile then he starts to cut my hair..."NO!!! MY HAIR!!! NO!!! " I exclaimed in my heart, I look at my hair dropping one by one....FUCK IT!!! YOU ASSHOLE!!!! I will remember it....
Fine....after my hair has been cut,I return to my class...then my teacher has give us back the exam paper....then my teacher mentions my name and I go to get my exam paper...
What the Hell is that??? how come my score so....
the disgrace thing is...my english,OMG.....I'm defeated,why? why? why?
My english....I feel very sorry for my english....my confidence has broke!!!
At first,my hair has been cut then I get several failed exam papers....It never rain but it pours



Thursday, June 11, 2009

Recolletions

Is it over???
Perhaps No either Yes....
Let me recollect the memory,to my mind I have knew her for 6 month....Ya,really six month....
First time I knew her on January....that time I chatting with my friends,but suddenly she appeared unexpectedly...she greeted with me....I've replied her...that time I really had no idea,I keep wondering who is she....after that she intoduced herself...."Angeline" that her name...what a good name... ^^
that time we just chatted for few minute...because she is going to off....before she off,she gave me her number...and after that we sms each other...
First time sms with her...I feel boring,haha...because I don't know what topic should I say with her...just reply reluctantly.... ==
the most funniest thing is....she asked me to call her,first time I call her...haha...I just know she keep shouting " huh,huh,huh..what you say??" haha....I nervous? shy? hmm....I confess is true...
After a few month....we are become acquaintance.....haha....we have topic to chat finally....that time I'm getting shocked and open mouthed....why??? she tell me she come from japan...what a tall story...
Long story to tell....I just skip the story
Ya....although we have no meet each other...just simply sms and chat only....but we can chat as a good friend....looks like we have established a good friendship between us....
I still can remember the things which happened long time ago...see!!! my surprising memory...XD
Ya...I have promise her want to meet her...that time I'm serious....because I feel that she's a good girl.....
BUT NOW....unfortunately....I failed to do so...why??? I didn't achieve it....actually is my fault....I should blame myself....
Sorry,I should say for her....I didn't achieve it....you can blame it on me.....
You know why I have make such a decision???
I have think carefully....because I'm realistic person...I say that I can give you an answer after I meet you....but nothing happen...everything is just an empty...
And yet there really a distance between us......don't you think???
No doubt that you really a good girl...you are belong to others,not me....I give nothing for you...how dissapointed I feel....
I surmise that you already have another....ya,thats good.....you will get what you want soon...many guys chase after you,you not need to worry...you have many choices....
This affair keep in my heart for a long time....but I never mention it to you....I have no the courage to mention it....silence is golden...I just treat it with openly....
I confess....you make me uneasy sometimes.....but I never put it in my mind....
I very thanks you....you really give me a sweet memory ^^ I have learned one new thing from you....that is search for happiness and be patience.....I really learn it from you....
Thanks your sweet recollections....an unforgettable memory....
Angeline take care of yourself ok??? don't always get sick le...... D:
We are still a friend,agree??? I hope that our relationship will not be end.....^^



Bitter 17 ( Raymond)

Resume...

After the unhappy feelings...
Let's talk about the happiest things that happened on yesterday....
I had worked for month...and It really exhausted me....
but finally.....All the things that I've done...its had bring the advantage....
I really get what I want....I had bought several things for myself as a reward...XD
after that....my friends and me had some movie.....we watched "Night in the muzium 2"
although this movie has been out for approximately two week already....we just watched it.....but this movie is quite different from the part 1.....I think the part 2 one is extremely funny...we all laugh loudly in the cinema (not only us la).....but some of my friend had a short nap in the cinema ==
Walao....is that the air-condition in the cinema very comfortable??? watched until fall asleep...
After the movie....we had some dinner...=D
By the way...the most unforgettable thing is....the magic show,we all really pertified in it....It really cause a great curiousity.....what is the secret in the magic???? why someting will dissapear unexpectedly and then suddenly appeared??? Science may define it clearly...I think :| The magician (actually is just a staff) certainly did not play cheats,we watched it in full attention,haha...but the most interesting is...we had bought the magic tool which is only just for fun....this time turn us to use the magic tool to surprise everyone...hee....XD
We all back approximately at 9.40 pm.....
On the journey.....we all shooting the breeze,as we were chatting....the NIGGER(Malay guy) who sat in front of us...suddenly scolded us in anger,WHAT THE HELL??? Were we provoked him??? We all are INNOCENTED!!!! So Fucking Rude!!!! that time I extremely angry....I prepare to give him a slap and fight with him.....but I stay calm...try to not making trouble...I just staring at him angrily...he really made my blood boiled....that time we were in the bus and yet there some passenger in the bus....we don't want to spoil our reputation.....
Let's Skip the story...
After that we all had back to KLANG....then we all returned by the taxi....I sat quietly and looked at the night view....after 20 minute,the taxi put us off at Jason house.....farewell with each other

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Two Feeling in the same time

Hmm....I'm just came back from sunway....
Walao....the long journey really exhausted me.....@@
so tired....my leg is going to break....haha....but to my great delight...XD
I buy some things in sunway.....hahaha.....so happy....sapu all the things I want...
Ya....as you can see...I'm in seventh heaven,actually.....this is just my apperance only...
NO ONE will understand what I'm really thinking about....the happiness just shown on my face,but the sadness has shown deep in my heart....
I got two feeling in the same time.....
Today...I'm going to write the sad part (but I not going to write my problems that I have faced)...the happy one just write it on tomorrow....
A lot of unhappy things hide in my heart...I feel upset at that time...
It is irritating enough if I'm only know my own problems....I'm certainly tell my most trustest friend....Jack
He told my his problem before,because he trust me...he trust me that I'm not going to tell anyone and I will give him a hand when he is in deep in water....
NOW....turn me to tell my problems to him....Thanks Jack....you are really a best friend but sometimes you are too xxxxxx......hahaha~~~
Thanks for your recommend and support.....In the dead night,we are sharing our secret...NOW,we are more understanding each other....Thanks because you are sharing your experiences to me.....you want me to be succeed....thanks bro....^^



*RAymond awfully thanks you*



Tuesday, June 9, 2009

YEAh....My wish is come true...TT
The salary that I'm waiting for....finally....I get it today....
Owhh.....so happy....I'm over the moon.........XDD
You all happy for me??? Aiyo....paiseh lah~~~ I will shy de.....
Congratulate me la.....XD
By the way....All my friends are planning the trip as soon as I get the salary....
hahaha......I not need to stay in home anymore....
This time...I want enjoy as much as I could....go out in the morning then return in the midnight...I don't care la....in addition...holiday is going to end,If don't enjoy my holiday life...I'm sure extremely regret about it....what I waiting for??? GO out play la....from now...just enjoy it~~~~
Holiday last permanent,school day last shorter....agree??? ABSOLUTELY....NO ONE will disagree it...IF anyone disagree it...they should have their head examine....
Well.....I'm want to enjoy my holiday life....from NOW


Image of yours

Is over...everything is over....
It is impossible to achieve it.....well...I already got the answer and I have make up mind what I'm going to do next....by the way...thanks for being a part of my life....
You are right....I confess...you make me uneasy sometimes...I'm too worry about you....don't you think??? =D
My brain is full of your image.....haha....thinking of you all the times???? No wonder you always get sneeze la.....is my fault la...I cause you sneeze=P
I always see you in school....when I see you,I got a peculiar feeling towards you...want me to describe it??? unfortunately....I can't tell you now....but if you are dexterous at observation....haha....you can see it easily....XDD
Sorry la....give you a lot of flannel...... ><





Sunday, June 7, 2009

Suspicion

Sometimes...I can't even know what YOU are thinking about............
Is DIFFICULT to understand your personality.....
when I'm thinking about the same things....YOU are thinking the another things....
I smell a rat....and it really causing a great suspicion....
Tell YOU honestly....I feel suspicious toward YOU....
YOU are trustful or distrustful....I have no the faintest.......
just show me YOUR real apperance....I DISGUST FAKE THINGS.....
Don't try to conceal everything ok?????
If YOU are keep pretending....just stay away from me....Don't waste my time......
YOUR existence is nothing to me anymore....






[]_RAymond_[]

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Ahhh....I'm waiting for the salary

Zzz....I should stay in home currently.....like a 宅男.....==
cannot go out without money.....OH MAN!!come on....when my salary is going to pay??? I'm sick of waiting like this....but according to my friends...they say the salary is going to pay on this week.....really boh??? wheeeeeeeeeee....... =D
Yeah...with this money,I can buy anything I desired....buy clothes is my favourite....XD
by the way....once I get the money...I will spend my money unwisely....sometimes when I see something unnecessary....I will also buy it....as a result I always being scolded by my mon....OOps...my fault....I beg ur pardon ><
Well....don't think so far 1st....just wait for the salary patiently.....after get the money...haha....I will plan how to spend the money...but bear in mind that DO NOT SPEND THE MONEY UNWISELY again.....I have learnt the lesson..... :|

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

背影...

我真的很没用,有时候我真的很讨厌我自己,喜欢上一个人却冒充不喜欢她而且一直把喜欢藏在心里却从未放在口上就因为我这样愚痴的个性,才成为终身的遗憾...眼睁睁地看着她成为别人的另一半,看着别人把她带走然后自己却躲在角落哭泣...我真的很傻!!!其实我真的错过了很多次机会,那些机会总是与我擦肩而过,为什么?因为我不懂地去争取!!!

有一次,有个女生暗恋我,我也暗恋着她...不过她不知道我喜欢着她...于是她把这件事告诉了我的朋友。一天,我朋友把这件事告诉了我...说那个女生在等我开口而已不过,我却不以为意..我反而还反咬我朋友一口因为我以为他在胡搞,说那些风言风语。第二次,我朋友再跟我提起那件事,我敷衍他..当他在自导自演。久而久之,我才发现原来这是真的不过已经太迟了,那天是我见到她的最后一面因为她要走了,我很无奈...只好看着她的背影渐渐地离我而去。

有时候有不少的人,她们也是以背影离开着我,我看着她们的背影渐渐地离开着我,距离也越来越远。我的沉默让她们离开了我,为什么我不敢把爱说出来?因为我很怕失败,被拒绝。很傻吧??我当时真的胆小如鼠。有时候,爱神悄悄地紧贴着我们...只可惜,我们却没有发现到他们的存在。

琪~当晚你跟我说的那些话,真的很晴天霹雳的感觉...你误会了!我说的给不到我想要的感觉...我并不是在指你,而是那些以前的追求者。我感觉到你要离我而去时,我的心很寒酸...心情顿时很低落...原来我才发现我喜欢上你了,只是我却从来没有对你说过我爱你...你知道为什么吗?因为我一旦说喜欢了你就表示我认同了你。由于我怕给不到你想要的爱,渴望的幸福,我怕让你伤心,所以我不敢跟你表白,担心你的感情受到伤害。我只好沉默到现在,如果你已经决定了你的选择,那我不阻止你,你往你要的幸福前进吧....在你走之前,请让我说一句话补偿给你吧!!! “我爱你”.......走的时候,背影对着我...好让我看见你那美丽的背影,让我停留在那难忘的那一刻。





【】感谢我不可以,拥抱你的背影【】
【】所以才能......变成你的背影【】
【】躲在安静角落....如果你回头看【】
【】不用在意..........【】

Monday, June 1, 2009

感情的世界好复杂哦

啊...我目前还呆在自己的世界里,还没踏进感情世界里....对于感情这东西,我抱着忐忑不安的心态...即期待又怕受伤害...我这个人是讲求安全感吧~
感情的事...我不敢去想太多,只能说我单纯吧....==
我有不少朋友都已经进入感情世界里...看到他们甜甜蜜蜜的样子,好羡慕哦...每次听他们炫耀自己的另一半....拜托!!!不要炫耀啦....我不是不要找,是我还没做好准备而不是我条件差哦...哈哈哈~
不过话说回来...而我的有些朋友却在感情世界里...带着伤口出来,心..真的很彻底地被打粹了...他们真的很痛苦,向我透露他们的心事而有的却伤的太重...整天日夜在想回以前的往事...这样的甜蜜只有一时,没有长久...不要再想了...振作起来,去寻找一段新的感情吧...来治疗你们以前的那个伤口...忘掉旧的,迎接新的吧...^^ 那些不值得去想....
对了....Jack,我明白你的心情...你因为当时的打击而去做了那件事....你....伤的很严重,我可以感受到...你现在的心还有她,总是忘不掉...你重视友情,你为了友情而把他让给了别人...你现在应该好好地享受你现在拥有的...身为Brother的一份子...我挺你到底!!! 还有...答应我还有为了她..不要再smo**** 了,好吗?你现在还来得及的....^^
话说回来...我啊,没有初恋...虽然有追求者不过她们却达不到我的要求...我想要的感觉她们却给不到....在感情世界里,我讲求的是安全感和信任...这两个真的很重要...因为我还蛮怕受到伤害的...从朋友的一些感情故事里,我学会了坚强,忍耐...他们也给了我不少的意见...真的很感激你们,谢谢你们的指导....^^
感情的事情真的很让人难以捉摸....那些活在感情世界里的人到底会是怎样的呢?那就要看他们的造化了...感情世界里有欢乐,甜蜜,还有充满着泪水...这些都是常见的...
如果感情世界里什么都没有的话...那真的很没有意义了...
我...正往向感情世界走去....