Recolletions

Is it over???
Perhaps No either Yes....
Let me recollect the memory,to my mind I have knew her for 6 month....Ya,really six month....
First time I knew her on January....that time I chatting with my friends,but suddenly she appeared unexpectedly...she greeted with me....I've replied her...that time I really had no idea,I keep wondering who is she....after that she intoduced herself...."Angeline" that her name...what a good name... ^^
that time we just chatted for few minute...because she is going to off....before she off,she gave me her number...and after that we sms each other...
First time sms with her...I feel boring,haha...because I don't know what topic should I say with her...just reply reluctantly.... ==
the most funniest thing is....she asked me to call her,first time I call her...haha...I just know she keep shouting " huh,huh,huh..what you say??" haha....I nervous? shy? hmm....I confess is true...
After a few month....we are become acquaintance.....haha....we have topic to chat finally....that time I'm getting shocked and open mouthed....why??? she tell me she come from japan...what a tall story...
Long story to tell....I just skip the story
Ya....although we have no meet each other...just simply sms and chat only....but we can chat as a good friend....looks like we have established a good friendship between us....
I still can remember the things which happened long time ago...see!!! my surprising memory...XD
Ya...I have promise her want to meet her...that time I'm serious....because I feel that she's a good girl.....
BUT NOW....unfortunately....I failed to do so...why??? I didn't achieve it....actually is my fault....I should blame myself....
Sorry,I should say for her....I didn't achieve it....you can blame it on me.....
You know why I have make such a decision???
I have think carefully....because I'm realistic person...I say that I can give you an answer after I meet you....but nothing happen...everything is just an empty...
And yet there really a distance between us......don't you think???
No doubt that you really a good girl...you are belong to others,not me....I give nothing for you...how dissapointed I feel....
I surmise that you already have another....ya,thats good.....you will get what you want soon...many guys chase after you,you not need to worry...you have many choices....
This affair keep in my heart for a long time....but I never mention it to you....I have no the courage to mention it....silence is golden...I just treat it with openly....
I confess....you make me uneasy sometimes.....but I never put it in my mind....
I very thanks you....you really give me a sweet memory ^^ I have learned one new thing from you....that is search for happiness and be patience.....I really learn it from you....
Thanks your sweet recollections....an unforgettable memory....
Angeline take care of yourself ok??? don't always get sick le...... D:
We are still a friend,agree??? I hope that our relationship will not be end.....^^



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