2010年的最后感言

今天是2010的最后一天了.....
明天新的一年又开始了....

新的故事....也即将开始发生....
就这样....开始了新的一个人生......

我.....
今天没有去倒数.....
最可悲的一年....

以前....有一大班Brother的时候...哪里都有得去....
想回以前....那时大家真的很开心....
不过....现在....
一毕业....人都散了....
有些都变了....

我.....还是一样....
原来的我....
我没变.....只是思想变得成熟点了.....

以前的Brother都去了哪里???
他们还在.....只是他们以前的热情再也找不回了.......
在我心中.....我现在认为....人是自私的......
人一出来这个社会....思想一定会变的....
至于变好还是变坏.....就得看那个人了......


我今天做工....做Full Day.....
一做完.....已经10.15 pm......

就算有朋友再约出去......抱歉....我不行了.....
只有一个字... "累"

我现在就待在家.....
就这样过2010的最后一天.....哪里都没去....只有做工......

我知道这样真的很可悲.....哪里都没得去.....
不像每个人....
节目多到爆....天天电话响个不停....而且Appointment这么多......

我真的很羡慕这些人的生活.....
节目那么多...一定过得很精彩....很享受.....

我觉得我已经再也没有那个机会去享受了......
因为我已长大了....还是事业比较重要....
看来....娱乐在我生活的一部分....已经减少了......工作却几乎填满了我的生活.....

今年的2010里....发生了很多事情.....
喜怒哀乐....已经是家常便饭.....

不过....我最难忘的是.....
我的初恋.....

我觉得真的太浪费了.....只能怪自己太急着去爱.....
因此找到了一个"巫婆"回来.....重点也只能说...是我自己的错....巫婆不好...那是她的事.....她这个人就是出了名吹牛，车大炮...难怪她会没有朋友...我跟她在一起....都不懂她骗了我几百次....我什么都可以忍受....就是不能忍受人家骗我....我知道那巫婆骗了我很多次...只是我不出声而已...是因为我给她机会坦白....谁知...那巫婆反而越来越过分...什么鬼话都说得出....我轻轻地说她几句....她反而骂我不信任她....明明都被我揭穿谎言了...为什么巫婆还是这么固执要赢??? 没办法...我让步...免得她的牛脾气又发作....说实话会死吗??? 我又不是不会体谅人....为什么每次都是我要妥协??? 却不见她让过我....巫婆就是这样固执，爱面子，坏脾气......


我想回去她以前对我的态度....我越想越气.....
谎言，霸道，敷衍，坏脾气，固执，爱慕虚荣.....

我跟她在一起.....
我看到的东西....只有这些......我根本感受不到她的爱意....

幸好....是我甩掉了巫婆....不然我还会继续受到这巫婆的诅咒......
为什么过去的事我还会这么火滚???
因为我记仇....我忘不了.....
我这个人爱恨分明.......敢爱敢恨....只是我比较不会这么容易表达出来.....


现在....我终于体会到了....恋爱的感觉....
只能怪我太心急.....才会爱错人....
我现在...
不会再谈恋爱了.....我只能说顺其自然.....对的人，一定会在对的时间出来.....
不要因为跟对方有好感...就开始恋爱....那就错了....因为双方还不了解彼此,到底对方是不是适合自己的人...
真正的开始是在当双方一起度过各种经历....而双方在这经历当中就可以知道对方到底适不适合自己....因为双方都必须互相依赖，互相配合才能度过种种难关.....


我现在....正在计划我的未来....
我到底要怎样度过未来的人生.....

我不能做个落后的人.....
有些朋友都在进步着......甚至可以比我更好.....为什么??? 大家都是个人....没什么分别....只是同人不同命...还有思想的差异...因为思想可以改变人的一生....
人的创作...都是由思想而来.....不是吗??? 人不想东西...怎么进行下一步的计划呢???


我每天都在想.....车，钱，发达.....
这三个东西....对我非常重要....

我承认......我不如人家那么好命......
人家一考到护照....家人就买新车给他们....不然就是把自己的车...都给了孩子.....
好命吗???
我不同....我家里的两辆车....都归父母....他们常出门公干.....根本就不能给我用....
毕竟现在社会的行情不好....经济暴跌....市场上的每个东西都在涨价.....
父母都说了....如果能的话...我就得靠自己的能力去出一辆车.....
当然.....我需要的是时间.....我家又不是印钞票的.....

每当朋友问到我有没有车的时候......我都会被这些话伤到.....因为我没有...可能说出来....都会被轻视....
毕竟人都是现实的.....

在这个社会上.....人是没有讲感情的....全部讲钱.....你有钱，就好办事....没有钱...你就是个废物.....想想看吧....有多少人...为了钱，为了地位....而出卖了自己的朋友和家人....更有多少人...有了钱,有了地位...就狗眼看人低.....人与人之间的关系就是这么复杂......

在这个社会上....谁是那个最坚持，最狡猾，最有钱的人....那个人就是强者...
既然我已经出来这个社会了.....我就要想办法让自己活下去.....
我是为了钱!!!!!
我不是了为了朋友...更不是为了爱情.....因为爱情不能当饭吃....你有钱...你要找几百个伴侣都没问题......

我每一天都在想钱...看钱...算钱....
就是因为在计划着如何把这些钱变得更多......
我要的东西.....我一定要得手......

现在都要新年了.....不过我没有感觉......
尽管那些新年气氛再怎么搞都好....我还是一样......没感觉!!!!!
因为对我来说.....你有钱，一年365天都是新年啦.......

现在社会就是这样.....每个东西都偏偏起价.....却不见我们的薪水起价.....
人生啊....人生....到底要过多久....才能够重见光明？？？


好吧.....关于生活的事.....我不说了.....
我开始计划了明年的目标.....

明年....我一定要有车!!!!! 至于是什么时候....我不清楚.....所以现在就暂时给人家看不起咯....我只好忍一忍...我成功的时候....也就是我开始报仇的时候了....
轻视我的人....也就是给我最大的侮辱....我不会忘记的....因为我记仇......

明年的计划当然不只是出车....我还要赚更多钱....还有很多计划在进行中.....
我知道....
我现在一无所有.....不过我输的是时间....不是能力....



等着瞧吧!!!!!
2011年的我......我一定要证明给大家看.......
我再也不是2010年的Raymond了.....



对了.....上天顺便保佑我一下........谢谢!!!!! :D

人间奇迹....世界奇闻.....

这篇文章......
我今天真的非写不可......


因为对我来说真的是个人间奇迹.......
我不能错过这个难得的事件......
所以我要分享一下给大家....

或许你们可能会觉得是个小事情....
雷声大，雨点小.....
不过...这是我第一次体会到这样的经历.....


今天.....我还是和往常一样......
在BUKIT TINGGI的Jusco里做工......

我休息的时候.....
我就去Popular (大众书局) 找朋友聊天.....

当我聊完了的时候....
我就离开Popular了.....
我就走向附近的电梯准备下楼.....因为我要回去了.....

然后我使用电梯下着楼 (不是Lift)......
正当我在使用电梯的时候.....
我就按手机....
然后我就一边乱按....一边发呆........

突然我的手一晃......
OH MY GOD !!!!!

我的手机.....
我就眼睁睁地看着它掉下去......

掉下去的时候....我的手机还敲到栏杆....
发出很大的声响......
我头脑那时才清醒过来......

可是太迟了......

我心急地如热锅上的蚂蚁......
而且....我已经绝望了....
认为手机是坏定了...... :(


你们都有去过Aeon Jusco的Popular那楼吧.....
总共是三楼.....
从Ground Floor算起的话......你们可以想象真的是很高.......
如果一个人从三楼跳下去.....不死也都会残废啦...... ==

我那时真的傻眼了....
我真的很怕...

手机坏......
还有.....
手机掉到地上时被人捡起来......

我就直接冲下去......
为了我的宝贝手机.....
而且我怕手机坏了.....就会失去朋友的联络号码......
我准许手机什么都可以坏.....不过...就是不可以影响到我朋友的联系号码......一个都不能少......

我就这样....
冲到Ground Floor.....全部人都看着我....
真的很丢脸....
甚至还有人在偷笑我吧..... :(

我冲下去的时候....
就看到一个小弟弟和他的妈妈....他手上拿着我的手机.....
我就拿了过去......
然后说了一声 "SORRY" 就走人......

我觉得我说错了话....我应该是致谢才对....
然后顺便买个东西送给那个小弟弟.....

可是我那时太担心手机了....没想到要这样做.......
所以拿了就走人....


我拿了手机过后.....
我看一下.....然后我再按一下......


诶??? 怎么回事????
有声音...有灯....有震动...按键都没问题......
手机竟然没事......
我真的吓到......
而且手机还好好的.......零件全部没有跌出来.......

再说...我的手机是 Sony Ericson C510......
不是那种老牙机....
看来我的手机可以拿来丢人了..... XD

可惜啊.....事发当时....我附近根本没有什么朋友.....
不然就可以有好戏看了.....
可是偏偏就是我一个人.......
而且都是旁人看到而已.....那个就比较 "下水" ==


从三楼掉下来.....手机竟然可以完整无缺......
这个对我来说.....真的是个奇迹.....
应该很少人会像我有这样的经历吧.....
再说....很少人会像我这样粗心吧.....拿手机拿到这样粗心....而且还从高楼掉下来.....



好啦.....我的人间奇迹就到此为此.....
我只是想跟大家分享这样的奇闻....
我想....如果有影片...照片会更好....这样才会更精彩...大家才会更相信....@@
好了吧.....

到此为此....
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE =)

HAPPY Sweet 17 to Rachel..... =)

1st.....I would like to say "HAppy Birthday" to my buddy......Rachel...... ^^

HAppy Sweet 17

May your wish COME TRuE......

We were having our celebration in Sunway Pyramid on 21st.....

But I late upload those photos......

As you guys know........I'm very "intimate" with BUSY one.......

When Anyone mentions about my Name" RAYMOND"

Then the following words will appear " RAymond ah??? A very BUSY MAN....." @.@

By the way......We had made an unforgettable birthday celebration for Rachel.......

She might be in Seventh Heaven on that day.....

We sang,played,ate,enjoyed together........

Although it was a normal Birthday celebration.....

BUT....

Our attendance will NEVER be absented .......We came with full of Sincerity and Heart..... =)

I Damn Admire YOU ah......Rachel...... ><

During Your Birthday.....Everyone will come to celebrate with you automatically.....

YOU some more got 2 day celebration loh........

What a Joy~

So....YOU must appreciate All your Friends around you....who have spend a lot of times with you and accompany you......

Unlike me...... :(

During My Birthday.....

Just several friends come to celebrate with me.....

Most of the Friends.....some of them busy...no time....no free go out....working....@@

SO many excuses......

I also had ever passed my birthday without celebration......just stay in HOME.....

PITY right??? :(

Most of the Friends will be seperated after graduation.....

THIS is Truth....

Because after that.....they have their own new life and plans to move on....

Once they have begin their NEW LIFE and PLANS....They will seldom/Never to find you again.... :(

Rachel.....so you know la.....^^

YOU are good enough......

Remember to show appreciation ya...... =P

LASTLY.....

I would like to say.....

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

Wish you have a nice Birthday with full of Joy and happiness....

诉苦篇....

很无聊的一篇文章.....

我只是要诉苦而已........ ==

所以这一篇是最废的一篇.......

1....

2....

3.....

诉苦开始!!!!!!!!!!

啊!!!!!!!!!!

我很累啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我很烦啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我很头痛啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我又要做FULL DAY 啊.......................

累到我傻.......

我不是Robot啊....... @@

我的体力有限的啊........

谁可以救救我啊.......

真的希望有人可以关心我......呜呜呜.........

不过人就是这样.........出来社会找吃.....也是为了过生活........

人生就是这样......每天都重复一样的东西........

就像我们在看戏这样.......每天都在重复一样的情节.......

所谓.....人生如戏，戏如人生.......

诉苦完毕.....

掰掰......（我本来就是这样废的 =P ）

Anyway....

Everyone Take Care....... ^^

20/12/2010

Whoaa.......

From 29/11/2010 To 20/12/2010

See how long I didn't update my blog already??? @@

Hahaha.....Today I just simply write....

because I'm going to "Count the Sheep" later...... :P

Well.....Let's talk about my NEW JOB.....

At 1st.....I feel that the shop is quite Strict......But it is GOOD for me....

So that I can concentrate.....

Then.....I already know some Staffs in here.....They are quite Friendly,talkative and Affable.....

But some of the Staffs in here look so strict and strange......I didn't know them very well.....we got talk sometimes.....but all is about the work's thing......

I'm quite accustomed with the surroundings now.....

I just hope that I can Work happily in here and get the things I want as well........

Anyway.....There still 5 days left....It will be Christmas day..... =)

hohoho......

Merry X'mas to you guys...... :D

Everyone go Shopping and play......

BUT ME got work...... :(

Okay......I might Stop NOW......Is time to bed......

I will continue my story and gossip next time......

TAke CARE..... ♥♥♥

Good Night everyone......♥♥♥♥♥

29/11/2010 1.10 A.M

Finally....I can write my Blog again....

just because 2morrow I work afternoon shift...... =P

Well....there still 1day left.....I'm going to change my job....

prepare to face the new challenge and surroundings.....

I'm just afraid that the terrible thing will happen again.....

I do really hope that....

I can enjoy my work happily......

I Dislike.....Quarrel,Insult,Disrespect during work......

All this thing can make my mood turn BAD........

BUT I REALLY HOPE.....the new surroundings can bring benefit for me.....

I just want to WORK AND EARN money.......

That All......

I HOPE that the NEW JOB can give me happiness,satisfaction.......

BUT NO disappointment...Sadness and Abomination......

IN addition....I'm sicked of changing job continuously......

I just Hope that I can get a STABLE job.....Which can let me STAY permanently......

BUT I can SURE......NOT NOW......

Maybe LATER......

Anyway.....Today I felt excited too.....I met a lot of Friends.....

I already had such a long time didn't see their face......

I felt surprised too......Because I met them unexpectedly at in front of Cinema entrance.....

I saw my PREVIOUS lover too.....

Then we greeting each other.....BUT at long distance......from my Shop to Cinema...... ==

I almost can't see their face...... =(

I intended to have a chat with them.....but unfortunately they were gone.....perhaps....They already had entered the Cinema???

BUT.....It doesn't Matter......Next Time still got chance...... :)

By the way.....I'm ready for the NEW JOB.....

I should be Persevere....... =)

28/11/2010 3.03 AM

I've nothing much to describe.....

I recently lazy to write my blog.... ==

Don't know why.....Perhaps I'm too busy with my work......

NOW....still 2 days left....then turn December to come......

I'd Do nothing special on this month.....

Just working all the times.....

When off day.....I just stay in home play PSP or Pc to pass my times.....

I seldom go out as well.....Most of my friends busy with their work.....

It is Hard to arrange the time to out......

By the way.....I change my job too....

I've leave the Mini Toons.....

All I can say is.....that shop....is NOT suitable for me.....

I'm a guy.....why I want to work in this shop???? That shop is only suitable for GIRLS......

I got learn nothing at all.....except wrapping.............

Because Last time I was out of job....and yet....I wanted to earn some money....

So I'd no choice.....I interviewed Mini Toons.....

Next Month.....

I change to GUESS.....

A very popular shop......I feel satisfy with the salary.....

Rm1800 for basic.....

But what to do??? 1800 for me.....is already considered as a satisfy amount.....

I want to save money too......Next Year....I want to get a NEW Personal Car......

I just Born in a NORMAL background Family.........Not Rich and Not Poor too..... -.-

So....I have to be independent.....use my both hand and effort to get what I want to get......

Everything just depend on Myself........

Unlike the Other peoples......

They born in a wealthy Family.....So They're NOT necessary to WORRY about their FUTURE....

Because Parents can Support them.....Everything just Depend on their Parents......

I confessed.....I do envy them......

Because they can get anything easily.....just because they're RICH enough......

Their Parents can sponsor Nice Car,Fees or Pocket money for them......

I Sigh.....but what to do??? Different people....Different Life.....Different encounter.....

I'm so admire that people who already got their own personal Car......

but Me??? Still using parent's transport........what a shame.......

I do really hope that......I got my Own Car......

So that......I can go fetch my Friend.....Meet my friend.....Go out have fun with friend......

Seriously.....If I really got my Own Car.....All the Friends will find me automatically and invite me go out too.......

NOT only that.....I can go other place to work too......because I already have my own Transport....

Hmmm........Anyway.....I very enjoy Single Life now.....

I can do anything I want......and NO restriction again.......

but I feel Lonely sometimes......Single is quite good for me......But Sometimes the Loneliness will come out.....feel like want to get a companion to accompany me.......

ALL I can say is.....MY 1st LOVE was WASTED !!!!!!

Fall in Love with a People that NOT worth to LOVE about.....

When I'm thinking back the last time things.....it will make my Blood boiled again......

from a LOVE become a HATE......

So......I'm quite annoy with my current Life now......Haizzz........ :(

Ok.....I may Stop Writting now....

I will continue my blog next time..... =D

The Reason that I Leave you away.....

I had made an excuse for her to ask for seperation......

I said truly.....

I had left you.....Because.....

NOT

I had another girl that I admire......

NOT

I had no time to accompany you......

NOT

I had lost my feeling on you......

I can say that.....YOU really gave me disappointment and Depression.....

The 1st time.....When we became Couple.....that time....I really going to lose my Head !!!!

She's always provoke me by saying some offensive words to me......

After that.....She never CARES about my feeling.....She just said what she wanted.....NOT I easy to get angry.....but I can't accepted the way you talking......

Examples : when I was working...I sms her....told her that I working ...remember to drink and take good care of yourself....I can Swear that my message was FULL OF CARE AND PASSION....

BUT.....she just replied me with " please don't pretend to be polite...OK ??? "

Gosh.....What the hell is this???? I showed my CARE to her....but what I get ????? NOT only this....there still a lot of same incidents like this.....

OK......NEXT......Just as I said....she got a BAD temper......I always endured her bad temper.....when she in a bad mood.....she showed aloof and ignored me....Fine....Skip this.....

Sometimes....when we were talking....I mentioned about her bad attitude.....( I said politely and softly...NOT SCOLD ) She started to angry again....and Ignored me.....

What is that???? Is that any FAULT that I had made??? I said it because I just Hope that you can change.....sometimes She criticizes me too.....But I didn't angry....at least I can know my mistakes......

She never respects me.....when I called her....she like to cut off my call anytimes.....I felt like no being respected......If want to cut off my call....never mind....At Least....wait we have finished our conversation 1st......

Anyway.....I choose to leave you....maybe it will give you a lesson......

that is.....

PLEASE APPRECIATE THE PEOPLE....WHO LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU..........

DON'T MAKE THEM GIVE UP OF YOU.....YOU JUST FEEL REGRET......

THAT IS TOO LATE......

Money Money Money!!!!!!!

Arrghh!!!!!!

Damn.....Recently I'm unfortunate enough.....

I was out of job for several weeks.......

I NEED MONEY....

NO MONEY....NO LIFE......

I feel despaired now.....because I not only LOSE my Job....and I failed my interview......

What the Hell is that????

It Never rain But it Pours......

I had gone to some shops to ask for vacancy.......

Some of the shops are pretty COOL....

Because they provide attractive Salary and Commission.....

BUT....

When I step into the shop and ask for job.....

They ask my age first.....

When I say I'm 18 years old......They show me a weird emotion..it seems like they are not going to choose me as their worker.....

WHY???? Is it any problem for my age???? Son of a Bitch!!!!!

They totally think that I'm young enough to work......

It really makes my blood boiled......

I MUST Say That.....

Age is NOT a problem.....Just a problem of Ability.......

Oh Gosh.....I'm so annoying about my current problems.....Out of job and insufficient of Money....

I want to solve it as soon as possible.....I don't want to waste my precious time again......

It Not Only wastes my times.....But Money too.......

GOD....May I beg for your Blessing again???

Help Me.....

I need a Better JOB........

To earn More Money............ :(

Quit and change

Finally....I had made a wise choice....

"QUIT "

I had Quit my Job Since Monday.....

There is some reason I want to quit.....

1st . Low Salary

2nd. Working time is long enough

3rd. No Freedom

I have compare this job with Other Friend......Their Salary are much better than me....

Their basic salary is high enough.....If add with the commission....That is Cool Enough.....

They can get 2k++

BUT mine???? Basic + Commission = 1k++ oOo

What kind of this god-damned salary is???

That kind of Salary is Absolutely NOT enough for me to USE.........

In addition....One of my Soul Mate....He changes a lot....I mean his mind.....He keep Thinking of money....Well...That Great....I do appreciate It.....BUT His attitude changes Too....

I never see such an Arrogant and Boasting People before.......BUT He's the one.....

Who Shows NO respect For Me.....Keep Insulting me like hell....NOT only This....He Insults my parent too....

Is it He got Thinks about my Feeling??? When He insults me????

Obviously NOT.....what he says??? Oh My God....What a childish and stupid answer.....

" I just want you to change.....You are childish....you are not mature minded....I insult you...because I want you to change.....I insult your parent "lan jiao"....Is it your parent will become " lan jiao" ??? NOT ma.....Because I hate your parent....especially your useless parent.....Your parent NOT Trust me.....So I scold her " lan jiao" " He says...

OK Guys....Make a conclusion for me.....Are you guy agree the way he advice me????

If your Friend.....scold your parent.....What will you react???? act nothing??? happy??? angry???

For sure.....I do angry.....but what he says???? He says that I'm childish minded.....get angry because of my parent being insulted......

This Lunatic know how to earn money.....yea....That Great.....

But His mind is seriously sicked, Mad and Childish.....

He always boasting....He can earn so much money.....want buy an expensive car for himself.....After that....He insult me.... "Raymond, do you can do like me??? "

Yea....I know you are awesome!!!! Can earn so much money.....But Why do you want to insult me like a dog???? You think that I got no feeling???? Are you feel happy when you insult me and my parent???

PLEASE....You always say that you are mature minded....But too bad....is still childish.....Let me Tell you.....

When You get a nice achievement......All the people around you will praise you automatically and admire you too.....

NOT You show off to others and make all the peoples admire you.......and yet....YOU GOT NOTHING TO PROOF YOURSELF......

YOU always full of yourself....boasting....and Offer NO respect to People.......

DO you know that how many times You have insult me????

It is Uncountable

Every Time I go out with you....You will find a chance to insult me.......

I have no problem with your mind.....BUT Your Attitude is a Disgrace......

REMEMBER !!!!!

Arrogant peoples will never be succeed....They are destined to fail one day.....because They Should Learn What is Humble.....

Well....

Just Skip This.....

NOW I'm searching for a suitable job.....Of course must be better than previous one.....

I need money.....

So that I can do everything I desired.......

I will fight for myself......

NOW.....

I lose confidence for one of my friend....He such an useless trash......

LAST TIME He said that he wanted to resign his job....and searched a job with me......

Then Work hard together and earn money together......

BUT He fail to do it.....He keep delaying....He always said that he want to change job.....

I heard it until NOW since 6 months ago.....He did nothing and NO action....

I feel disappointed with this Brainless and useless Trash.....

By the way......I must Do better than last time......

Fight For my future......

I need god's Blessing......

Hope I can be succeed.........

Midnight Activity....

This is My Recent Midnight Activity.....Snooker..... :D

Finally I've find an activity that can relax myself and release the stress too.....

When I've finished my job.........I will call some friends out to play snooker together....

It is pretty Fun and enjoyable.....

At Least It is Better than stay in home and Do nothing to pass my time....

After Snooker.....We guys go to the nearest Mama Stall to have some Drinks.....

We Sit at there and have our Gossip.....How Great it is....This is The Life I want.....

I'm sicked of such a bored Life Like This :

*Wake up early in the Morning

*Go To work

*Work Like a robot without cease

*Break time ( have my lunch or dinner )

* Continue to work

*Finish the Job and Get Home

*Sleep

The Next day...I will repeat the same things again just as above.....

Don't YOU guy Think....Such a Life is Boring and Meaningless???

So....I wont let it Happen in my life again....I try to Look for something that can Interest me....So that I can spend my time wisely...... =)

Back Back Back!!!!!!

OH My....

OH My.........

I already have such a long time didn't write my BLOG again.....

Sorry for my Absence.....

LOLS.....I think I already have approximately 4 weeks....didn't write it.....

MY LAST Writing was Last Month,about My Birthday one..... @@

Okays....So~ I'm Back!!!! NO more absence.......

Is time To Back to The Topic......

I feel that I have no much description about recent occurrence ......

As Usual....I pass my Life meaninglessly.....

Everyday WORK,WORK,WORK......

Gosh....Please let my Hair Down....The Working time is really exhausted me......

From 10am to 10pm ( Damn Long) .....After that When I get home is already Late.....

And What Can I do????

Really NO Entertainment and Freedom at All at that time.....

Even I take Off day....I also stay home....No any place to Go.....Bugger it !!!!!!

I already have such a long time that don't go out with friends......

WHY??? Because of that Shitty JOB......

When there is invitations from My Friend....I can't accept it.....

Because I have to WORK.....I have NO Choice......

When I'm free.....All My friends are Working......

That Why....I can't enjoy My LIFE again......

HOW miserable is....If the Life is full of work and without Entertainment......

I can't Stand on with This Kind of Life....

I'm sicked of that Sucks Life!!!!!

But....Thank goodness,I have make a resignation to my BOSS.....

YEAHS....I'm going to leave the HELL PLACE very soon........

If Long Hours got Extra pay (O.T) ...It doesn't matter for me....

BUT....NO EXTRA PAY....I work for Nothing?????

Even The Special day also NO Extra pay!!!!! oOo

SO...I'm Looking for another Job now.....

But I haven't make up my mind yet which job I'm going to Take.....

Just Wait and See.....

OH yeah....I had bought a 2nd hand PSP from my Brother~!!!! Since last week....Hahaha!!!!!

It will be so much fun!!!!! Although it was a 2nd hand thing...as long as there was no problem in it....I don't put it in My mind.....

Now I still have a lot of plans still going on.....

Everything is Start from Zero....But It is still in Process.....

I will achieve it one day!!!!!!!!

WAIT FOR ME

HERE I COME !!!!!!

HapPy SwEet 18

YEah.....
Finally....I've become 18.....

30/7/2010 it is my Birthday.....
From 17 years old....Become 18.... :)

I Think I should be more MATURE.....
Perhaps I'm NOT mature enough....well...This is just an opinion from myself.....
Anyway.....Different Friends have a different affection.....

When You communicate a friend with immature Mind....
YOu will become immature.....


By the way....Should I make a description about my Birthday Celebration????
I think....It is NOT necessary to describe about it....

All I just can say is.....There is Nothing special on My Birthday...
Except Birthday Wishes,Cake,Gift........Anything else????
NO....That all.....

LOLS....Yeah...It is undeniable...My Birthday is Dull enough.....
ALthough My Birthday is Dull....I'm still Happy in it....
Because....I can see all my friends that give me happiness,gifts and the blessings on my Birthday....
I can feel their effort and sincerity.....
This is What I want from them.....That All....I will be in seventh Heaven.....

I don't Care about What will my birthday is going to be......
I just want The Sincerity from my Friends.....
That All.....a very simple demand.....
No matter what they give,As long as they got HEART.....I will be grateful of it.... :)

My Birthday is Simple....But with the Sincerity from Friends....
My Birthday will be full of Happiness..... :)


LASTLY.....
I want to make some Birthday Wishes.....


✖✖1st↘ ↘
I Hope I can Earn MORE money in the FUTURE...So that I can bring the Happiness for my Beloved ♥ ♥....

✖✖2nd↘ ↘
I Hope All my Friends and Families can live Happily....Stay Healthy and Happy Always..... :)

✖✖3rd↘ ↘
I need a Girl.....Well...I'm tired to be alone,Sicked of Being single..... (same with Tae Yang :P)
hahaha......I hope that I can get a Girl Friend....A True Heart Girl friend...That all....♥



THAT ALL......
By THe Way.....I would Like to say






THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
I LOVE YOU ALL ♥♥♥ :)









YOUR GOOD INTENTION WILL BE AN UNFORGETABLE MEMORY FOR ME..... :)

Disappointment

Is it my plan is getting close to me now???

Is it will become a truth???

Is it my plan will be succeed???

BUT how long should I wait???

I already LOSE....

Most of my friends...they even much more better than me....

they got their lovely and desired things.........

It seem they can get it standing on their hands....

BUT ME.....

I'm such an useless guy.......

I cant be the BEST......

I LOSE FOR THEM TOTALLY.......

THEY already go much further.....I just in the beginning.......

Actually.....I'm not COMPARING....I don't Like Comparison!!!!!

It just brings a lot of pressure and trouble......

I just Keep BLAMING myself.....

WHY they can do it???? BUT I cant????

WE are the same level people.....BUT...They do much better than me.....

Everytime when I see their success.....

I just give them a smile and congratulate them.....

BUT Deep in my heart.....I cry....It really bring a great disappointment to me.....

I Keep Blaming myself...

How good if the success is belong to me.....

But thinking back....I'm different with them.....

So..when they become succeed....is just a common for me thing to see.....

I just start my PLAN.....

I hope that my can carry out successfully.....

Although I'm late than others.....

As long as I never give up.....

I Hope that the VICTORY will arrive to me.....

Now I'm feeling a bit upset and disappoint....

But It will be okay soon.....

I just need some times to clear my mind.......

I already realise that what the importance and requirement in my Life....

SO...My plan is still going on.....

I MUST TRY TO SWITCH THE FAILURE TO VICTORY.....

STAND UP!!!!!!!! DON'T LET IT DOWN!!!!!

Bewilderment

I'm big enough........

I should have a proper plan about the future........

I'm not the Raymond that before still studying in school..

I can confess that that time perhaps I was childish....

But thinking back....Now what I have see??? Not CURRENT...but FUTURE....

Now I'm still stuck in the bewilderment...it seems cannot find the way out.....

I'm thinking about my Future.....

I'm afraid that my future Life will become full of trouble and sorrow....

Maybe I have think too much.....

But....IF don't think about it....I still have to face it one day........

Thinking about the Future....

Is quite troublesome and annoying.......

It also can be say that "asking for trouble....

Basically....majority of peoples would say that " Hey...why think so much about that??? now the importance is...just enjoy our current life....don't think about the future 1st....When we face the problems...just only solve the problems"

Shall I agree for what they said????

Obviously NO....

Although they just say enjoy the current life....but they already neglect their future.......

When the problems come it suddenly.....It is difficult to find the solutions...

no matter how diligent they are.....

So....for me....

I always THINK first....after that just PLAN it....lastly...get a SOLUTION....

this is the way....I solve the problems....

By the way....I'm sicked of my current jobs....long hours and tiredness....

I can Leave my company immediately actually....

BUT I wont do that....Because I know that The company is insufficient of workers....So...that the reason I stay.....

My friends insulted me that I'm a nincompoop....brainless....because I still want to stay in the company....

I just speechless....I just ignored it....Because this is one of my responsibility.....

SO...I stay and help for awhile.....

When the company is enough workers....this is the time...I have to leave and look for the high pay job....Seriously...that the plan I have make.....

This is the answer...I only keep in my heart....I wont tell anyone except the people who really understand about me.....otherwise...I will be insulted...I hate the feeling of being insulted....

Like last time....I told my answer to my friend that we close enough....but what I get in the end??? full of insult.....he really doesn't has thinking about my feeling.....

And yet....he said that I'm childish....It really getting on my nerve...He always scold me that " Be a Man!!! "

It is really funny enough...."Be a man"just because of doing the things that I don't wish to do and meaningless for me...I just can say that is not suitable for me....If the things are good for me...I might do it...

I was being cheated by him several times....When a people tells lies...I know it...I just act nothing...and simply agree with them...So they say that I'm brainless......

All this...Just an appearance....If want me to cheat a people...I can do it!!!!! Just a piece of cake....But I wont....because I know the feeling of being cheated....

Well...don't mentions it anymore....Skip it...

I do hope that....I can get an own car soon....it will be more easier for me.....PLEASE...God Bless me...

I do really need it.....

This month is July....my birthday is located on July of 30....

I can expect it....I will pass my birthday normally....

NO celebration,NO present,NO party....

I'm used to it....

I always pass it normally.....it is lonely enough.....

Haizzz.........I'm lonely enough.....

Hope can find a suitable girl to accompany me......

BUT...maybe I have to wait 3 or 5 years more....because NO destiny at all.....

Boring...............

I Hate Single Life..... :(