Disappointment

Is it my plan is getting close to me now???

Is it will become a truth???

Is it my plan will be succeed???

BUT how long should I wait???

I already LOSE....

Most of my friends...they even much more better than me....

they got their lovely and desired things.........

It seem they can get it standing on their hands....

BUT ME.....

I'm such an useless guy.......

I cant be the BEST......

I LOSE FOR THEM TOTALLY.......

THEY already go much further.....I just in the beginning.......

Actually.....I'm not COMPARING....I don't Like Comparison!!!!!

It just brings a lot of pressure and trouble......

I just Keep BLAMING myself.....

WHY they can do it???? BUT I cant????

WE are the same level people.....BUT...They do much better than me.....

Everytime when I see their success.....

I just give them a smile and congratulate them.....

BUT Deep in my heart.....I cry....It really bring a great disappointment to me.....

I Keep Blaming myself...

How good if the success is belong to me.....

But thinking back....I'm different with them.....

So..when they become succeed....is just a common for me thing to see.....

I just start my PLAN.....

I hope that my can carry out successfully.....

Although I'm late than others.....

As long as I never give up.....

I Hope that the VICTORY will arrive to me.....

Now I'm feeling a bit upset and disappoint....

But It will be okay soon.....

I just need some times to clear my mind.......

I already realise that what the importance and requirement in my Life....

SO...My plan is still going on.....

I MUST TRY TO SWITCH THE FAILURE TO VICTORY.....

STAND UP!!!!!!!! DON'T LET IT DOWN!!!!!