What Should I ReAct????

As YOU CAN SEE........THat's MY Undang's Result............
HOW TERRIBLE IT WAS!!!!!!
In addition.....It really getting on my nerves!!!!!!

THe score is 42 to pass......

BUT
DO you guys know.....what I get????

IS 41!!!!!!!!!!!


I almost to Pass it......JUST only 1 mistakes!!!!!!
WHY?????

WHen I finished my test.....there's butterfly in my stomach.......
I keep sitting in front of computer......
I was daren't to press "result"
Because once I pressed......the result will come out......

I was wondering that whether I would pass......
I spent approximately 2 hours to read......even in midnight......
although I was started my revision at last minute.....

At least I had try to put my best foot foward......
BUT........



TOO BAD......



God doesn't want to help me......


GOD!!!!! where your blessing?????
I only did 1 mistake......only 1......how pity it was.....


I was depressed and disappointed after getting such a TERRIBLE result.......


Then how about my Friend???? JACK
He went for his test in afternoon......

At First......he intended went for undang's test with me in morning.....
but he suddenly forgot about his I.C.......
He left it in his work place.........what a careless mistake =.=
So he change to afternoon.....


Then I went myself....."my solo part" ==
AND
The result was Failed....


BUT JACK?????
HE PASSED!!!!!!!!!!

Because he got more times to read......
He went for his undang in afternoon....
He still can "backup" in morning......

When he told me that he passed....I was astonished by his result.....
He get 46.....
Congrated him.......get such a marvellous result.....

I just speechless......
I Keep blaming myself......
WHY???? I such a nincompoop......Is it I brainless??? moron????
I failed it TWICE!!!!

MY Mom scolded me.....she compared me with others......

She said that:
" Why others can pass Undang directly??? Just only you!!! failed 2nd times!!!! YOU are not illiterate and stupid......YOUR SPM result got A de still can fail the undang???? Undang is very easy one you know???? How ridiculous If my friend know it you failed your undang test!!!!!! "


What Should I React???
I really..........
Yea....I'm such a disgraceful loser if compare me with others!!!!!



TOMORROW (Tuesday, 25th/5/2010 )
I'm going to take my undang TEST again.....
It is a Last chance for me.....

I bet it.......
If I failed it again.........I will give up of my driving test completely.....

By the way I have to pay RM40 again for each undang test.....
I already spent RM130 on it......
See.....Is it too much????
Rm130 I can buy a lot of things already......

It is the last chance for me to "resurrect"



PLEASE GOD.....
I DO REALLY NEED YOUR BLESSING.......

GOD BLESS ME