What in my mind

What's in my mind???
What I'm thinking about now???




A lot of things appear in my mind suddenly....
I'm thinking about money,relation,future,work,freedom,driving test......
These things really bewilder me.....



~Money~
I talk about money 1st....
I have a lot of things want to buy recently for chinese new year one...
especially clothes.....I had bought some already last time....
but I feel dissatisfied with those new year clothes...
because those clothes are not the pattern that I'm fond of.....

NEXT....I want buy a new handphone....
I already find out the phone's model that I'm looking for.....
That is Sony C510...
It is just a possibility....who know the things in the future????
But I'm sure that I will plan to buy a new phone after Chinese new year

Then the next one....a very ridiculous Idea....
that is I'm planning to buy a Car.....That Car is Mazda Rx-7 FD 3s ~MY DREAM CAR~
Maybe everyone will insult or pour cold water on me...
Impossible right???? This is an answer everyone sure reply to me.....
I know my ability.....I know what I'm thinking about....I'm serious and realistic....
If cannot buy.....I will give up of it,although it is just a fantasy....



*Relation*
I'm single most of times......never in relationship before.....even my first kiss...hahaha....
I just hope that I can get a mate in this year if possible......
I can endure the lonely life....I really hope that someone can accompany me....
Even when I'm sad,depress,moody.......
who will be my mate??? I have to wait patiently.....please don't too long ok???? ==




@Future@
I'm deciding what I'm going to do after the SPM result comes out.....study either work
depends on my SPM result.....If I'm pleased with the result maybe I will study.....
IF not....I will choose working....NO Choice....this only the selection that I have to make....
But....I hope that I won't get a terrible result in SPM




>>Work<<
I'm not so satisfy with current work....because of the hair restriction.....
PLEASE....I work for you...can you please respect my freedom???Your company surely not bankrupt one....if with my that fashion hair....I plan to keep my hair long since I was graduated...
But NOW....I face the same problem pula......== please....Fashion is not a crime.....it will not influence the business....it is not against the law!!!! I know my hair's look...If Ugly,I CUT....OK??? In addition....Most of the Companies and shops never have hair restriction one...Like EON Bank,digi,maxis center,shopping center.......




~**Freedom**~
My freedom is become more and more less.....because of working life....
Just 1 day off only....what can I do????
Not only me....even my friends.....they busy with their own works now....that why our relationship is become aloof now....now our relationship is just like an unstable wall.....first,it is a stable and hard wall....but now....the wall is become old and cracked.....that my description....
We seldom contact each other now....but I still in contact with some buddies only......




[]_Driving Test_[]
I wonder when I'm going to take my driving test now....Most of my friends have their own licence now.....JUST Only me.....I feel fully regret because I keep on delaying last year....NOW??? They can go out with their own car now.....I just open my eye and watch them...Hey!!! This feeling not good...is just like jealous.....So,I want to take it quickly....If I have pass my test successfully...I will feel excited....although I don't have my own car now....

BUT...
I STILL HAVE A LICENCE IN MY HAND.......











This is what I'm thinking about.........

I SAW HER

I already had such a long time that didn't update my blog.....

because of working life.....

I busy with my current work....perhaps I only can update my blog twice a month....

just depends on situation.....

Today.....I worked in Giant as usual.....the customers are less during weekends.....

Gosh...I just sat at my stall and played facebook.....

While I was playing.....suddenly....I felt that someone had walked towards me.....

I just ignored it at first.....but I was too curious to know who was that....

So I turned my head and took a look.....

I was astonished when I saw her.....

It was her....

Her name was Sharon....

She really changed a lot....she still the same....as pretty as last time......

I was totally fascinated by her beautiful look......

In addition....I wonder why my heart will beat heavily when I saw her.....

We looked at each other.....

I really hoped that...Time can stop at that moment....so that I can see her as long as I wished....

Too bad....the moment was short.....She walked away finally.....although I turned back my head after she had walked away....

But my heart had a sudden pain at that time....what a peculiar feeling.....

I confessed....I fell for her before....since I was form 4.......

I had try to know about her.....but Failed....

we only had chatted 1 time....that was in Msn.....

She so quiet....maybe she not a talkative person.....I was blur at that time.....don't know that

what should I chatted with her since she was not a talkative person....

She answer what I asked....

but She never asked me back.....

it looked like perfunctory.....

Everyday I saw her at school.....I like to watch her furtively.....

because I was a shy boy -.-

Damn....I was coward at that time.....I no dare to talk with her....

I was afraid that She will ignore me.......

STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT.....I'm sicked of it......

I will feel regret for what I had done.....

IF that time I plucked up my courage to talk with her.....

Perhaps....

We can be a friend even Lover....

It just a possibility.....never try,never know.....

*****NOW....WE still a stranger.....*******

we just can look at each other......

WHY?? Because of my silly behaviour......

PLEASE FORGIVE A COWARD LIKE ME.....SORRY

Working at Giant.....^^

~~The pictures of working in Giant~~

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Haha....I was as happy as a sandboy...because I worked in Giant (Bkt Tinggi) finally....

it was a joy for me....of course...the time passed very quickly when worked at Giant in addition I still can play facebook while working.....but I only can play when no had any customers came......OH YA.....one more thing.....Giant got belles to see sometimes.... I can see as long as I like....I LOVE IT...... :P

Although Giant had a lot of Malay guys......some of them were "Ah Gua" I had encountered such an incident last time.....a "Ah Gua" came my stall and asked the price about celcom broadband....he said the price too expensive after I told him the price....after that he coqueted with me.....OH MY GOD.....he really made my hair stood on end....It really turned my stomach....==|||

Thank goodness....my supervisor Pauline (girl) came and saved me.....she just refused to give discount and the "Ah Gua" gone away eventually......

My another supervisor was Pauline (girl) I can confirm....she was a best supervisor that I had ever saw....she never scolded me...she helped me get customers too so that I can get more commission...not only that she was a friendly and caring person and she gave me her mobile phone for working used so that I can save my phone's credit but that phone was only used for working ....I did hope that I can work with her permanently.....such a supervisor where to find??? Thanks 4 helping me a lot...Pauline.....^^ unlike Ken (1st supervisor) ==

By the way...today I really fascinated by a girl.....her stall was just beside me...she also a staff....I thought she worked as a promoter...maybe.....

Actually I noticed her since I saw her.....but I didn't saw her face clearly.....today I saw her face finally....she quite pretty....Not only that...all her friends also pretty....her friends worked together with her....OH MY GOD.....their fascination was too great for me to endure.....Leng Lui.....><

Today.....she came my stall...she asked me whether can help her photocopied her I.C or not....Of course...I had promised her....then I helped her....I was so overjoyed and talked with her while waiting for the machine photocopying....their friends also pretty too....I can't believed that I can feel great affection towards her suddenly....after the photocopied was done....she thanked to me and gone.....

When She gone away....I felt a great pain in my heart...I keep blaming myself...Why I don't talked long with her....I was so regret that time.....After that I was in a bad mood...I totally become glumly and no mood to work.....

Suddenly....she came again....she talked with me le....then I grabbed the chance to talk with her....but I FORGOT TO DO A THING........I want her number T^T....

Why I was so forgetful????? I hated myself that time....I such a coward....!!!!!!

my chance had gone away.....I hope that I still had chance next time BUT the possibility is 10% ......== perhaps....It was a cat in hell chance.....

Zzzz.....I was thinking about when my love will appear???? next year??? 3 month??? or I destined to be single all the times.....==

I hope that I can get a Gf as soon as possible....but when???? my patience was limited....please God....don't let me wait and test my patience....I was sicked of it....

Since....I was working...I had no times at all....I just only one day off....but what can I do in a day??? so it is difficult to find a girl friend currently.....

OK.....anyway....

I'm adapted to the Giant's environment now....I can do sales now....but not all...at least I know the basic....I hope that I can get a satisfactory salary in this month.....one more thing....I want improve my speaking skill if possible.....because I realise that I will stammer sometimes when a customer asks me an unexpected question....==

Lastly....I hope that I can become better when working.....improve my speaking skill too so that can attract a customer easily.......ONE MORE THING.....I'M LOOKING 4 LOVE.....god bless me........><