What in my mind

What's in my mind???
What I'm thinking about now???




A lot of things appear in my mind suddenly....
I'm thinking about money,relation,future,work,freedom,driving test......
These things really bewilder me.....



~Money~
I talk about money 1st....
I have a lot of things want to buy recently for chinese new year one...
especially clothes.....I had bought some already last time....
but I feel dissatisfied with those new year clothes...
because those clothes are not the pattern that I'm fond of.....

NEXT....I want buy a new handphone....
I already find out the phone's model that I'm looking for.....
That is Sony C510...
It is just a possibility....who know the things in the future????
But I'm sure that I will plan to buy a new phone after Chinese new year

Then the next one....a very ridiculous Idea....
that is I'm planning to buy a Car.....That Car is Mazda Rx-7 FD 3s ~MY DREAM CAR~
Maybe everyone will insult or pour cold water on me...
Impossible right???? This is an answer everyone sure reply to me.....
I know my ability.....I know what I'm thinking about....I'm serious and realistic....
If cannot buy.....I will give up of it,although it is just a fantasy....



*Relation*
I'm single most of times......never in relationship before.....even my first kiss...hahaha....
I just hope that I can get a mate in this year if possible......
I can endure the lonely life....I really hope that someone can accompany me....
Even when I'm sad,depress,moody.......
who will be my mate??? I have to wait patiently.....please don't too long ok???? ==




@Future@
I'm deciding what I'm going to do after the SPM result comes out.....study either work
depends on my SPM result.....If I'm pleased with the result maybe I will study.....
IF not....I will choose working....NO Choice....this only the selection that I have to make....
But....I hope that I won't get a terrible result in SPM




>>Work<<
I'm not so satisfy with current work....because of the hair restriction.....
PLEASE....I work for you...can you please respect my freedom???Your company surely not bankrupt one....if with my that fashion hair....I plan to keep my hair long since I was graduated...
But NOW....I face the same problem pula......== please....Fashion is not a crime.....it will not influence the business....it is not against the law!!!! I know my hair's look...If Ugly,I CUT....OK??? In addition....Most of the Companies and shops never have hair restriction one...Like EON Bank,digi,maxis center,shopping center.......




~**Freedom**~
My freedom is become more and more less.....because of working life....
Just 1 day off only....what can I do????
Not only me....even my friends.....they busy with their own works now....that why our relationship is become aloof now....now our relationship is just like an unstable wall.....first,it is a stable and hard wall....but now....the wall is become old and cracked.....that my description....
We seldom contact each other now....but I still in contact with some buddies only......




[]_Driving Test_[]
I wonder when I'm going to take my driving test now....Most of my friends have their own licence now.....JUST Only me.....I feel fully regret because I keep on delaying last year....NOW??? They can go out with their own car now.....I just open my eye and watch them...Hey!!! This feeling not good...is just like jealous.....So,I want to take it quickly....If I have pass my test successfully...I will feel excited....although I don't have my own car now....

BUT...
I STILL HAVE A LICENCE IN MY HAND.......











This is what I'm thinking about.........