Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I SAW HER

I already had such a long time that didn't update my blog.....
because of working life.....
I busy with my current work....perhaps I only can update my blog twice a month....
just depends on situation.....

Today.....I worked in Giant as usual.....the customers are less during weekends.....
Gosh...I just sat at my stall and played facebook.....
While I was playing.....suddenly....I felt that someone had walked towards me.....
I just ignored it at first.....but I was too curious to know who was that....
So I turned my head and took a look.....

I was astonished when I saw her.....
It was her....
Her name was Sharon....
She really changed a lot....she still the same....as pretty as last time......
I was totally fascinated by her beautiful look......
In addition....I wonder why my heart will beat heavily when I saw her.....

We looked at each other.....
I really hoped that...Time can stop at that moment....so that I can see her as long as I wished....
Too bad....the moment was short.....She walked away finally.....although I turned back my head after she had walked away....
But my heart had a sudden pain at that time....what a peculiar feeling.....

I confessed....I fell for her before....since I was form 4.......
I had try to know about her.....but Failed....
we only had chatted 1 time....that was in Msn.....
She so quiet....maybe she not a talkative person.....I was blur at that time.....don't know that
what should I chatted with her since she was not a talkative person....
She answer what I asked....
but She never asked me back.....
it looked like perfunctory.....

Everyday I saw her at school.....I like to watch her furtively.....
because I was a shy boy -.-
Damn....I was coward at that time.....I no dare to talk with her....
I was afraid that She will ignore me.......


STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT.....I'm sicked of it......
I will feel regret for what I had done.....
IF that time I plucked up my courage to talk with her.....
Perhaps....
We can be a friend even Lover....
It just a possibility.....never try,never know.....




*****NOW....WE still a stranger.....*******
we just can look at each other......




WHY?? Because of my silly behaviour......








PLEASE FORGIVE A COWARD LIKE ME.....SORRY

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